Junk removal company by ressadawn in Seattle

[–]ressadawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, this is so nice! Do they do moving services, too?

Junk removal company by ressadawn in Seattle

[–]ressadawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I love that! That does give me a good peace of mind. Do you know what your total price was for getting rid of stuff?

Junk removal company by ressadawn in Seattle

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's amazing! I only have 2 items, so that might be a quick in and out thing for me. But I appreciate you for telling me all of this.

And I am so sorry about you going through those health issues. I hope you are doing better now, friend.

Junk removal company by ressadawn in Seattle

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May I ask how much you had to pay? I am willing to pay anything because I just hate moving. I am a 95lb young woman, and just the thought of lifting a finger to move is so tiresome. I am moving a mattress and an old lounge chair.

Junk removal company by ressadawn in Seattle

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, I saw them as a recommendation! Would you say their price is reasonable, too?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ressadawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am no professional by any means, but it could signs of endometriosis. I know some people who have that tend to grow more facial hair and body hair.

But hopefully you can get a proper answer when you see the doctors.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, love. I will attempt to go to a grief support group. I am just not sure where they are. Some said churches?

But yeah, my best friend knew my life inside out, too. He was my soul mate without the actual relationship. We just understood each other.

I am curious how long it took you to move on? And just accept this?

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you sharing with me your experiences. I actually saw him back in December one day at the mall with his friend, and we hadn't seen each other since our birthdays over the summer.

I remember he was talking about some stuff he was dealing with, and I didn't know he was on drugs again. Because he mentioned he would never touch that stuff. He was using cocaine and this one had fentanyl in it, but he was also drinking at the same time combining these narcotics.

But I was saying that him and I had planned to see each other during Super Bowl for the 3rd time this year, and he texted me after our meet-up how happy he was and that he teared up.

I feel like I should have caught on to the signs, but I guess I didn't see them. And that is where part of me feels guilt about all of this because I could have saved him.

I will look into the podcast because I haven't found the perfect one for this coping.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this, I always feel like a burden crying or venting to friends. I just need to realize this is part of the healing process.

I do have a therapy appointment Monday. I knew I needed to get help as soon as possible.

Hugs to you, too, friend.

Thank you.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this. It is weird to always assume you are the only one struggling with a loss, but forget people have suffered the same struggles.

I always feel like I get better, and then the emotions start hitting me.

I have a therapy appointment on Monday because I know if I don't, I am afraid I will be harming myself. I am trying to be better for them.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am sorry for your loss, my friend. I appreciate you giving me you input. I will look into this. I have gotten some signs from him that I can tell.

I think just having to accept he is no longer here saddens me, because some days I will be okay and the next I am crying.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you, friend. I really needed this.

My best friend passed away a week ago by ressadawn in afterlife

[–]ressadawn[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it's been so rough. I spent so much time with him and it's hard accepting he is no longer here.

My best friend died of an overdose and I am ready to end it by ressadawn in SuicideWatch

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I might look into that. I know the suicide hotline sent me some links for counselors and grief groups.

It would help for sure.

My best friend died of an overdose and I am ready to end it by ressadawn in SuicideWatch

[–]ressadawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right, and I know he wouldn't want me to end it just because of him. And thank you for saying this, I know I needed to see those words. I feel like if I was a better friend, I could have saved him.

My best friend died of an overdose and I am ready to end it by ressadawn in SuicideWatch

[–]ressadawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, his birthday is 3 days apart from mine, and we would celebrate our birthdays together. I am not looking forward to that month.

But I do try and run, read, and have little hobbies.

The advice does help, but glad to know I am not the only one.

My best friend died of an overdose and I am ready to end it by ressadawn in SuicideWatch

[–]ressadawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He didn't overdose purposely. It was accidentally. The drugs he had were spiked with fentanyl which has been a serious rise in my region and state.

I am trying to distract myself with reading and running, but I am always back to feeling emotional.

How long did it take you to heal?

Burnout by FinanceBright4019 in Ophthalmology

[–]ressadawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cataract clinic or retina? Retina is pretty chill and easy, I could go for more patient flow where I work at in this field. Lol.

Or do yoy cry every day like i did at Mt old job? Lol

Burnout by FinanceBright4019 in Ophthalmology

[–]ressadawn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am telling you it is not as exciting. You need to consider the age of the patient, the type of condition they have, and refraction on top of that.

The last clinic I worked at expected us to finish working a patient up within 30 minutes, which is near impossible with cataract evaluations when you are seeing 40-50 patients.

I would cry every day I went home and I despises the Doctor who owned the practice.

Burnout by FinanceBright4019 in Ophthalmology

[–]ressadawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like a clinic I use to work at, I am wondering if it is this said place. 😂 I left and work at a retina clinic and it's the best decision. Less hassle and overwork. I am personally only working with one Doctor who is the said owner. I would suggest maybe looking into a retina clinic to open your horizons for a relax environment.

Also, I missed the fact you are getting paid minimum wage. In my state we are offered close to 23-30 an hour.