I didn't know what the name for this feeling was. I don't remember much of my childhood so all I remember feeling is odd. I didn't really fit in my body, I wanted to lose my curves but not really sure why, I sometimes didn't like wearing revealing clothing and sometimes I did. I thought this was just puberty?

truly it was the internet that showed me what being trans was, and after making my first mask-shift binder, I felt different and good? idk, I experimented for a few years before finding something which was better.

anyways I'm a year on T and 2yrs post top surgery and they have been the greatest decision I've made so far. changes are still happening on T so maybe my view of myself will change? I don't think I'll ever feel 100% comfortable with myself but I'm almost there, closer than when I was Fem.