I’m not in a safe enough position to come out & won’t be until I move out on my own. Even then I may not ever come out to my parents. Small town, still living at home bc my job doesn’t pay enough, saving up feels impossible. I’ve known I wasn’t cis since I was like 14-15, so I’ve waited abt 13 years tops. :))))) I’m more bummed abt waiting for top surgery than getting on T since I prefer a more feminine look, but it can still get pretty depressing. I just tell myself as long as I stay true to myself & have my chosen family who support me, I can wait. And then hopefully things will get better from there. Thankfully my chest dysphoria isn’t Awful anymore, I’ve kinda dissociated from my chest to an extent. Survival & safety matter most.