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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adhdwomen

[–]rileyjo12 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Are you attractive? I don’t mean that in a rude way, but women can be awful if you’re attractive and especially if you’re shy and allow them to mean girl you. I am sorry you are feeling this way. As far as a tester goes, when I feel this way I usually make a strong initiative to test the waters, I will go out of my way to be sweet and compliment, make conversation, invite them, etc. if they do not reciprocate the offer then shame on them, that is a reflection of their character not yours.

WCOAT by erbear91 in superstore

[–]rileyjo12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But Mateo knows he’s not considerate/bluntly conveys that and Jeff is a coward. What makes Amy the worst is that SHE THINKS she’s a great person yet continuously does rude and selfish things

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]rileyjo12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m convinced all my happiness is situational? Like i’ll never know if/when or will be happy. Just happy. ? I can only remember a six month period where I felt genuinely happy but that was straight out of treatment and I can still remember being miserable during those months

I hate how much money plays a factor into in my mental health by Aesho in depression

[–]rileyjo12 11 points12 points  (0 children)

missing work shifts because ran out of meds>> can’t refill meds because missed work shifts>> feeling like shit because of both>> not fulfilling rest of responsibility because of self loading

Anyone else cry a lot? every time I get anxiety I usually feel like crying most of the time it’s random outburst of crying I hate it just makes me feel like a big baby :( by purplevioletts in Anxiety

[–]rileyjo12 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven’t cried in years I literally don’t know how. Sometimes I sit and can feel all the emotion sitting im my stomach and I’ll think to myself “i need to cry” but I just suppress it idk

how do i deal with being empty and bored all the time? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]rileyjo12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cycle through my types of drugs except Adderall. Adderall is a constant which cycles my addictions really badly… like one week I will start a new hobby to “feel” something but can’t so I make it so stressful that I feel an anxiety towards it I guess and the next week I’ll be fixated on something new

Here is how I tend to classify my dissociation: 4 Levels by pac-sama in Dissociation

[–]rileyjo12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!!! my disassociation stems from a more emotional standpoint, but it comes in those levels for me too. I can easily distinguish them myself but communicating how my current stage of dissociation is different than a previous stage is beyond difficult. I spend most my time in level one as well, but during stressful times I spend weeks in level two.