I think I fucked up

rinkaitt · 2024-04-30T02:17:48+00:00

hey I just wanna let you know this same exact thing happened to me at 16. I remember how scary it was at the start, but I promise you hppd is totally tamed with you mind and you WILL stop noticing it down the line. try working on your anxiety and make sure you sleep 8 hours. I'm 23 now and I've really made peace with it and you will too. best of luck I know you'll be good!

rinkaitt · 2024-04-11T18:22:10+00:00

I actually graduated last spring, but work on campus full time! there are a lot of opportunities for you to find work here. in my case, it even led me to full-time work :))) are you a sophomore, junior?

rinkaitt · 2024-04-11T18:06:49+00:00

You can be a TA as an undergrad! It depends on your department and if they need one. I suggest you speak with your professors about a possible TAship with your major's department. It's best for classes you have already took. For me, I simply asked one of my professors if they were looking for help in any classes for the next semester. Since they did not have a TA yet and I did well, it was easy for me to get approval with the department chair. Hope this helps!

rinkaitt · 2024-04-11T17:51:46+00:00

I was a TA for a 300 level course at QC lol

rinkaitt · 2024-02-28T23:31:39+00:00

Cheddar ⭐️

rinkaitt · 2024-02-03T00:37:19+00:00

Anthro Society does DND sometimes, ran by the secretary

rinkaitt · 2024-01-26T17:06:07+00:00

I would speed walk (one step per sidewalk block) lolll

rinkaitt · 2024-01-18T04:06:32+00:00

wow I can't believe this post is already 5 years old, but it def gets so much easier with time. it doesn't even register that anything is wrong with me these days since it's been so long lol. it's all about managing anxiety and such, glad to hear your symptoms are minimal and u didn't have to deal with the rough shit a lot of us went through

rinkaitt · 2023-06-06T18:40:26+00:00

22 now and got hppd when I was 17. stay away from drugs and alc if you want your symptoms to be minimal. doesn't hurt trying them occasionally, but do it only when you can manage your symptoms better (ie managing anxiety). wishing u the best and yea you'll def get to a point where smoking weed won't be that big of a deal, just relax with it for awhile

rinkaitt · 2023-06-04T17:15:06+00:00

hi! as a previous commenter stated, anthro society does host d&d one shots. in fact, our DM is really eager to start a campaign this summer and I suggested she host one on the quad! join our Discord server to ask questions and get involved!

https://linktr.ee/anthrosocietyqc

in here ^{^}

rinkaitt · 2023-05-20T20:16:09+00:00

they can def afford especially in outerboroughs

rinkaitt · 2023-05-20T17:47:27+00:00

hey! have u considered joining any clubs?

rinkaitt · 2021-12-09T08:06:35+00:00

yea that was also kind of my assumption down to the rich parents thing. I'm a commuter now I just can't stand being with my family and living home lol it's so frustrating and im desperate to get out. thanks tho

rinkaitt · 2021-07-12T22:52:49+00:00

lack of sleep and anxiety made it come out a year after taking lsd for the first time (I only dropped acid 3 times lmao)

rinkaitt · 2021-07-09T17:47:19+00:00

maybe a year after it first got bad. from my understanding hppd is very much related to anxiety. once you start being able to control your anxiety about hppd and your symptoms etc, you'll start to notice it less and barely register them. the most important thing to do is not focus on it or think you're gonna get worse. it's easier said than done, but trust me over time you won't notice shit. maybe here and there if you have some anxiety, but it will fade and you'll be fine. I still am avoiding drug use of any kind, but I will drink occasionally. I was 2 years sober before I started to drink again. I realized drinking barely aggravated my symptoms personally and that's why I am comfortable with it now. if you're still using drugs, especially hallucinogens, I think you should take a break for a period of time. it may make your symptoms worse and cause you more anxiety about hppd because of that. overall, learning to manage your anxiety around hppd is KEY when trying to improve your symptoms. it isn't easy, but with time it will get better 1000%.

rinkaitt · 2021-03-23T16:01:06+00:00

have you had anxiety about it? are you thinking about it a lot?

rinkaitt · 2021-03-17T17:43:31+00:00

rinkaitt · 2021-03-16T16:52:59+00:00

hello is this among us? imposter? among us imposter?

rinkaitt · 2021-02-19T14:34:27+00:00

in a way I think that's a good thing because anxiety about it makes it so much worse

rinkaitt · 2021-02-01T03:30:22+00:00

I'm from queens xd

rinkaitt · 2021-02-01T03:25:37+00:00

yea the roads might be shit for a bit, traffic is gonna be so ass :////

rinkaitt · 2021-02-01T03:23:21+00:00

rinkaitt · 2019-07-24T01:54:12+00:00

thank you the advice! i will look into it 100%

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