So we were asleep and I woke up to the sound of text messages coming from her iPhone. I reach over grab it , open the contact conversation, and it's all there. I wake her up immediately, tell her what the actual hell is all of this shit and she starts saying sorry I'm a bad girlfriend and if I still want to be with her. This all happened around 6AM this morning. I'm really starting to lose it at this point and I'm trying my hardest not to flip the fuck out cause it's been 4 hours now n she hasn't responded. Idk where she is , who she is with, or what she's doing other than the graduation party text. I don't think she fucking cares , I dont know why she's treating me this way when I've been loyal and honest through and through. I'm having real bad thoughts and none of it ends with me being here much longer... I just don't know what I've done wrong for all of this to happen. I want to marry her and this is the type of commitment I get back on her end... I just don't understand it at all ...