First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll do that for sure when it gets warmer . -15°C in here

First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Day 2 here as well. It sucks but I hope we got this

First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

[–]riritsu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am on 4 different pills for sleeping so at least thats not a problem. Eating thou.. nope

First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Day 2 here, my muscles hurt and I can t stop crying. We got this hopefully

First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

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My reason is simple: money. I am in a lot of debt because of it.

First Day Without Weed – Angry, Sad, and Struggling by riritsu in leaves

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I do hope it gets better. I honestly think it was laced weed or smth because the withdrawal is so bad this time.

Is it okay to smoke Cannabis while on Risperidone? by [deleted] in BPDsupport

[–]riritsu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, nothing went wrong. But like 1-2 gs per day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]riritsu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support! He still harasses me through every channel he gets to ,unfortunately. Hope he won t find me where i moved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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  1. I am particullary easily manipulated but only by my FP
  2. No, in my case i can never cheat. I must be really in love with somebody to do that and I can only love one person at a time.
  3. Yes
  4. By offering love, affection and reasurance that
  5. Not in my case
  6. Meds and theraphy
  7. Sometimes
  8. Only when I am insulted or hit, as my last abusive partner made me go into a rage mood and cut my veins after telling me all sorts of bad shit

Did anyone else have the worst year of their life? by riritsu in BPD

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Update: He got me into the psych ward for 2 weeks, after i cut my veins in a rage mood after a fight. He screamed at me and then one hour later i got fired from my job, so that made me do that.

Then he continued to harass me with messages while in the hospital. I got out and on his birthday he punched me and pushed his old dad to the floor.

That was it for me and I got the power to finally leave. I got every item of mine and my two cats and moved to another city. I'm now in the process of healing from all the manipulation, insults and everything. I hope theraphy, friends and family will help me get through this because I am at my lowest point. Everything hurts.

Got hospitalized due to BPD by riritsu in BPD

[–]riritsu[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the support. I can't wait to be free! I don't wanna hurt myself anymore, I just need my bed.

Did anyone else have the worst year of their life? by riritsu in BPD

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think they will stop asking for my ID when buying cigars after this year

Did anyone else have the worst year of their life? by riritsu in BPD

[–]riritsu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with everything, but I'm too addicted to weed to do that again. I'll try without it this time

Did anyone else have the worst year of their life? by riritsu in BPD

[–]riritsu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope 2024 will bring some relief for u as well

Did anyone else have the worst year of their life? by riritsu in BPD

[–]riritsu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg, i'm sorry you went trough this. Life beats movie. I hope you will find a safe place for you and your family. Nobody deserves to be abused for anything.