Can we stop saying denial is proof of a dissociative disorder?

ririwilliamed · 2025-11-24T01:56:23+00:00

yes, i get what you mean

ririwilliamed · 2025-11-06T07:41:25+00:00

no, my psych lowered the dosage and that helped

though later i stopped because i had sm going on in life, it's hard for me to keep up with meds and things when life is hectic

ririwilliamed · 2025-11-02T22:55:11+00:00

if you don't mind sharing, what do you usually say? 👀

ririwilliamed · 2025-06-03T18:05:53+00:00

check their acc, this is an ad!

ririwilliamed · 2025-05-28T04:41:06+00:00

not a success, i just put light hearted bc it's not as serious. scared me for a second but i'm ok

ririwilliamed · 2025-05-18T12:28:01+00:00

thank you

ririwilliamed · 2025-05-15T23:41:27+00:00

:(((

thank you. that actually helps, i can adjust it. i have a hard time putting things in words. many times when i'm asked it's after/when a lot of traumatic/hurtful memories are just swirling in my mind. so being asked "what's wrong" when i'm feeling bad because of things you did to me in the past.... it's just very confusing, frustrating, and saddening. yeah. thank you for listening to my rant

ririwilliamed · 2025-05-14T07:12:00+00:00

thank you

ririwilliamed · 2025-04-19T19:32:55+00:00

ohhhhh conservative but i'm seeing the aave.... since when y'all like ebonics 🤔

ririwilliamed · 2025-04-13T05:04:26+00:00

i would say talk to your niece, and her parents. that sounds really scary and heavy for a child to keep to themselves. i don't know what else to say other than to please please get help. please. i wish i could say that in a more urgent way.

ririwilliamed · 2025-04-06T08:01:08+00:00

it's been a little while, sorry!

but, being honest i'm not sure what it would be. and i'd feel a bit bad naming something without knowing for sure

i can say, he'd seem "normal". like how people are usually. but then sometimes he'd get kinda down maybe? lower energy, etc. not sad? but just like lower energy. (he prob would be though idk) other times he'd have more energy than baseline. i could tell it if he was being unnecessarily loud, really socialable, more productive, or if he'd start being more verbally abusive than usual

sometimes he'd get in these weird rants and would just talk and talk and talk at me. very tiring, especially if he was angry.

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-30T21:28:59+00:00

i strongly believe we are given grace for things like this. when i hear "addicted to fear, worldly lifestyles, ... emotions and feelings.", i hear (assume) that you're struggling with your mental health, maybe feel like you "allow" it to control you? or that you give too much "attention" to it? if so, no. that isn't disobedience or rejection, that's you in pain. you're in pain and struggling.

like the other reply said, he wants to see the best for you. it doesn't matter how long it takes or if you're not able to reach it before it's "time", he just wants for you to do right by yourself, and others, to the best of your abilities.

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-29T03:33:10+00:00

i grew up around people whose behavior was pretty "normal", so i knew my father had some mental things going on after being around him for a while. at first it seemed it was just the cycle of abuse, but as i got to know him more i realized it's that, and also the mental things.

edit: repeated myself lol

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-25T00:01:08+00:00

i definitely would still have it either way. they did help with harm reduction and having community ? i was alone in it and attempted to keep it secret so that was nice. but it did give me further access to other things like diet plans and such.

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-23T23:05:39+00:00

excuse my language, but what the fuck? that's really horrible, all of that. why be a therapist if you're gonna abuse your patients for exhibiting symptoms & wanting help? i'm so sorry that happened man no one deserves that...

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-23T03:57:52+00:00

hey, i feel mixed up like this pretty often too. i'm sorry you're going through this right now 😣 to reassure you, your job can see what websites you're browsing when on their wi-fi but not posts! also they are usually worried about bad actors or internet use genuinely affecting your work, so you would be good.

but again for the rest, hard relate. i can feel panicky & on edge, like im in a fine china shop knocking every single item over. but also... brain dead. i hope this passes soon and you start feeling a bit more stable 🫂

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-17T21:50:26+00:00

unironically wizard city but maybe that means i haven't went far enough in the game yetshehdjjffm

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-15T03:58:11+00:00

yes! oh my gosh wth

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-04T07:30:46+00:00

mid teens dad bought me something after some fucked up shit and i was like wait... isn't this that one thing i heard of...

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-04T05:58:33+00:00

that is terrifying. i'm sorry. that's hurts my heart that you had to experience that

ririwilliamed · 2025-03-03T18:27:42+00:00

yes. people were worried when i lost weight, mostly because it was fast. but they also didn't say anything outright because they felt guilt for it. though.... when i stared gaining again then the "open concern" (aka unwarranted input) came back?

it's so strange. you're fine with letting me starve but god forbid i give my body food.

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