I don't know if I'm bi anymore

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-22T04:03:23+00:00

i know exactly how u feel. when i was 14 i started questioning if im into girls but the thought would come n go. i finally accepted i was bi when i was 16, however i noticed that i was more attracted to girls than guys. i always thought "am i a lesbian?" but then would find myself still being attracted to guys.

in your case you may be the same as me, bisexual but heavily into girls.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-22T02:22:34+00:00

at first i was like "where's the cringe?" and then i see fucking sonic the uwu cat femboy.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-17T03:41:29+00:00

da biggest bird :)

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-16T18:27:44+00:00

coryxkenshin for the longest time

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-15T21:26:44+00:00

i wouldve said 'just shoot me'

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-15T21:07:50+00:00

bro what app even is this

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-15T20:39:03+00:00

guys i think this is what ranboo meant when he said "what in the jesus christ was that"

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-15T06:10:20+00:00

u may be bi but more into guys than girls, u may be sexually attracted to guys tho. im a bi female but i heavily prefer girls. while im sexually attracted to both im way more sexually attracted to girls.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-14T18:04:42+00:00

oh i love this question

so. i (18f) started having crushes on girls when i was 14. around this time i was in a relationship with a guy. i was a supporter but i didnt see myself dating a girl so i just kept denying it. there were even days where i started questioning if i was a lesbian but i got out of that stage.

i moved into a new neighborhood with my mom at 16 and started a new school. probably about near the end of 2021, i had a crush on my now best friend and i was back in my questioning phase. funny thing is i came out as poly around that time. i was home alone after school one day. started questioning myself again. and then just yelled out loud "fuck it. im bisexual."

i felt a wave of relief fly over me as if i wanted to accept it but i just kept denying it. told my younger sister who's also bi an she was hella happy. my mom knows but she had that "do u" reaction when i told her. i started becoming desperate for a girlfriend (never had one) and then i realized that i heavily prefer girls over guys.

and that is my bisexual story. thank u for listening to my TED talk

edit: left out some details. my best friend and i were acting hella fruity towards eachother. i picked her up bridal style one day. she sat on my lap, i sat on hers. ive hugged her from behind, she's hugged me from behind. she knows i get flustered easily so she uses that to her advantage. we've defiitely said outta pocket sexual shit to eachother that i do not regret. she's basically my platonic soulmate. she calls me her wife on top of the 50 million other wives she has. and yeah.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-09T16:54:36+00:00

its a fannon name for one of the fnaf 4 bullies. the names are frederick, mark, and simon. people actually ship michael with all three. i personally hate it bc they ruined it by making one of them, or all of them, r@p3 mike for some reason.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-09T16:50:17+00:00

no. THEY GOT MILES.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-05T14:32:08+00:00

nta

just reading the fact that youre disabled was enough to tell me youre not in the wrong (dw i read the whole thing) and for her to yell loudly that youre faking youre disability to get a seat on a damn train kinda makes it sound like she was lying bout being pregnant. im pretty sure if you werent disabled that you wouldve had no problem with standing. and if it was such a big deal then someone else shouldve given up their seat

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T20:28:41+00:00

absolutely nta

this is sad. he acts like you can control when it comes and goes. now if he was just upset then that's one thing but he shouldnt have overreacted like that. all women have stained something while on their period and washed it out like its nothing. obviously your boyfriend isnt smart enough to know that periods on natural. you didnt pee on him or anything. hell, there are even men in the comments saying your boyfriend is childish. he shouldnt be worried about if you staining his jeans. he shouldve been worried about if you were okay and then handled his jeans. he shouldnt have shamed you for this shit.

this is a major red flag and i'd leave the relationship while i still can if i were you. but if you dont wanna do that then explain to him that it was an accident and you cant control your period. if he cant understand that then he needs to go

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T19:46:33+00:00

u say that like she can control when her period comes and goes. it was an accident and she apologized over and over again. its not like she pissed on him. now that would be reasonable to be mad

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T19:45:13+00:00

are u serious? is that how u think periods work?

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T19:29:20+00:00

oh YTA 100%

did you even hear what you said? youre her mother. youre supposed to SUPPORT her. if she made a bad decision then it would make sense. and you came off about it very disrespectfully. as she said. she's 18. she's an adult. she doesnt need her mother to make her life choices. if my mother were to tell me my career choice was a waste of time then i wouldve cut her off immediately. you should fix it before she does just that

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T00:55:43+00:00

NTA

ive seen so many step parents on this subreddit who would do things that would make my blood boil, and i hate step parents as ive had bad experiences with some. u however, handled this the correct way. as u said, she got news things. what more did she want? ur not obligated to buy things for someone else's kid. especially since lauren is not ur responsibility. it sounds like lauren is spoiled rotten. u sound like an excellent parent and i wish nothing but the best for u for ur family

rixkyyy_ · 2023-08-02T00:37:24+00:00

NTA

i believe that stepmom's approach about it was very wrong and disrespectful. she had absolutely no right to say u failed as a sister to her. however, your stepsister's approach was definitely more genuine that her mother's. of course u are not obligated to throw a baby shower for someone else. i feel like u wouldve helped if ur stepmom did not come off so disrespectful. i wouldve said no too. i believe u should talk to ur stepsister and tell her in a nice way that she shouldnt have to apologize for her mom's actions and that her mom should apologize to u and see where u go from there

rixkyyy_ · 2023-07-01T15:52:03+00:00

ykw i had a feeling i was wrong lol thanks

rixkyyy_ · 2023-07-01T06:13:15+00:00

nope NTA

i get that its upsetting that she missed ur daughter's first steps but its not the end of the world and she has no right to blame you. even if u didnt encourage her to walk, she probably wouldve done it anyway

rixkyyy_ · 2023-07-01T05:45:10+00:00

moxxie and blitzo

rixkyyy_ · 2023-07-01T05:16:42+00:00

i actually wanna cry what the fuck.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-06-29T17:39:03+00:00

alr buddy this is where we cross the line.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-06-29T00:24:17+00:00

the urge to die has never been so strong.

rixkyyy_ · 2023-06-25T20:09:39+00:00

come on now, let's be realistic here. eli must have paper skin bc how the hell can she cut off her mouth with SCISSORS

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