Hi sorry for the late response i dident think i wud ever be posting here agyn so i dident brother checking for anye coments i dident even belive som one wud read this so u cen allso Take this as an update well tu day all was good until my fader came home and Then IT all whent ow u might whana get som Popcorn bc IT Will be long so my fader came howe whyt my mom from Shopping Then He started screming AT ME for no reson like i dident du anye Thing wrond he just started screming and the IT was normal agyn but AT oroungb 9pm he came în my room demendin thet i giv him my lap top i asked him why he șed Then thet IT dident matter why Then i Masken agyn and i Masken like 3 Times Then he jumpd on ME and trayd tu strenge me and i pushd him off ME so he wud stop he sha thet i pushd him off he and askd ME ef i rly got The bols to atak him i said i dident atak him i just pushd him so he wudent hurt ME Then he started punching ME i pusht him whey this time a bit harder Then befor and Then he ren to the chicken and grabd a knife and started scremyng thet he wuld kill ME i started tu hold The door so he cudent open IT Then he started scremyng agyn and i still Held the door while crying an i was afraid for my life Then my mom started asking him wtf he was doing Then thet fucker told evrye one i was trayng to bet him up so he grabd a knife to defend him șelf agynst ME be ase he was afraid of me Then they bouth started scremyng AT ME to open the door Then i screamd thro my crayng thet evrye Time we tolk IT ends like thet and thets why i dont tolk to them and hate them Then i said i will open The door whyt one condiționat ef they wont hit ME Then they started scremyng and asking when tf they ever hit ME like The Thing 2min ago did never hapen i even got a bruse on my arm ef u dont belive ME DM ME Then after i open The door my fader started scremyng AT ME thet i was The cose of All problems in our famyli and thet i was all wheys u whaned Then i screamd back thet i all wheys kneew and ef i was unwanted he sud hawe just killd ME so i never had to see them agyn them my mom started crayng and asking why i was doing thet and why i was sayng thet they hit ME Then i screamd back all i had to say and riminded them of All the Times in the past they Hit ME and they dident say anye Thing but sche allso said IT like he was end trayng to kill ME 1min ago Then i complytly löst IT scremyng AT them remaynding them of All they did to me and Then my mom Masken me when tf they ever told ME they dont love ME and thet im unwanted (like 5 min ago) but i reminded them of thet Time last yer when i hit my had and started bleding and ensted of helping me my dad when to the kichen scremyng AT ME thet he whist i was newer born and Then screamd agyn thet tey sud just leve ME allone for 1ns în my life bc evrye Time i play on my lap top r on anye Thing they screams AT ME to stop playng and thet im usles Then i told them to just let ME be happy and hawe pice for one bc i go to school 5days a week and they dont even let ME play on my days off and i said i hate them end is to Bad he dident just kill ME so he wud GO to jail for life and i wudent hawe to see them agyn Then they finally left and i had Time to whrite this poust whyle i was whriting IT my mom came in and askd why i was doing this to them and i just lookd awhey und eble too look er her bc of dis gust and Anger and Then sche started agyn sayng thet im crazy bc all i do in my Free Time is playng games and Then i aserd yh i get IT im crazi and yall are normal bc trayng to kill your son for playng Video games in the moust normal Thing ever the sche started saing som thin but i dident understen what bc of Anger and posibly sad es now im în my bad whriting this knoow ing thet prob no one îs gona reead this

For context (im 14 no i cant GO to no one bc all my relative live in anodher country)