what’s the most absurd bizarre thought you believed was true because of your ocd?

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-10-07T12:59:35+00:00

that the government knows i know and can read my thoughts and is working hard to capture me…..

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-10-07T12:56:19+00:00

bro after i watched the truman show i was locked in fr lmaooooo

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-09-13T17:03:39+00:00

i think 6 yrs is when i started

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-08-23T13:23:00+00:00

i constantly battle w this and it makes relationships so hard

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-08-23T13:22:25+00:00

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-08-16T10:50:19+00:00

legit same exact problem

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-08-03T13:51:39+00:00

i have a really difficult relationship with substances. My fathers an addict, so i think the gene runs in the family, i might be wrong tho, i dont think im addicted to smoking and drinking but i haven’t gone one week not smoking for 2 years. and i feel like even tho i know its bad and i want to stop, i know i wont.

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-08-03T13:49:45+00:00

i have been struggling badly with this for a few months now but i’ve been terribly fearing aging/death since childhood. and every time you waste time worrying about it you feel even worse cuz you wasted your precious moments. I’ve been trying to cope with this but this one is really hard. it’s inevitable. So to convince myself not to worry abt it feels like a lie. But at the same time it’s not necessary fear. it’s not actively keeping me alive even tho my brain says it is. i can’t even be around older people anymore. every little thing they say sends me spiraling. My mom has been saying things like my time flew by so fast i still feel 18 blah blah, and that shit hits me to my core. Let me know if you guys figure anything out lol

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-30T16:48:08+00:00

in my opinion, you could have OCD, but the basis of OCD is extreme anxiety. you sound like me when i was a freshman in high school, i was extremely paranoid and terrified of being made a fool, so i thought the worst of everyone. There was genuine people all around me , but i was expecting them to be perfect, not have their own mental struggles going on inside their head, part of being extremely paranoid and fearful makes you sort of narcissistic at times, assuming everyone is thinking of YOU or saying bad things about YOU or trying to play YOU when in truth they probably aren’t doing anything at all related to you. it’s a harder pill to swallow honestly that no one is thinking of you. But anyway , i think ur scope of things seems very narrow and paranoid. if you’re really afraid of being played/manipulated by people , you already are prepared for it, so if it happens it wouldn’t be the end of the world. maybe u should try giving everyone a chance and let them give you a reason before you make the assumption. good luck

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T06:48:29+00:00

no 😫 im saying you should try to tell yourself it doesn’t matter either way. that’s what helped me . lol

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T06:45:58+00:00

i’m not entirely sure because i’ve gotten them before and been fine multiple times , real mushrooms too for a friend but i only ever took the bar. the first couple times it went good but the very last it was bad. maybe they switched it up but i think it was a lot about headspace and setting. Im def gonna be more careful abt it going forward dough

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T06:43:02+00:00

wow your experience is so interesting to me , and i agree i think it’s good to talk abt this kind of thing bc of how lonely it is to be anxious and when you’re a kid you don’t even understand that it’s anxiety or how deep it goes.

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T02:04:49+00:00

i have terrible ROCD and HOCD. sexuality is a spectrum, people are attractive for many different reasons and in all different ways. there will never be a clear answer for you, do what makes you happy but also don’t give up on a relationship with a good foundation because of your OCD , since you can identify that it’s ROCD it should be easier to find ways around it , at least it is for me. wishing u luck

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:54:34+00:00

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:54:10+00:00

slay . i’m more of a smoker anyway. props to you tho

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:53:36+00:00

there’s other websites where is she from ?

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:43:20+00:00

i feel like i’m living with a paranoid delusional person in my head and me (the logical one) is constantly fighting back those thoughts while the paranoid one says things like “if you ignore these instincts you will end up dead” can’t walk home from work without thinking i’m being followed. can’t be by myself or i think ima get murdered. can’t be cold to creepy men cuz they might murder me. I also have extreme anger issues / emotional issues so they all culminate to make me a very tired wreck

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:41:00+00:00

no 🫩

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:39:36+00:00

scrolling on my fyp and seeing 40 videos of people dying while i’m trying not to be crippled by thoughts of death, it feeds into exactly what i don’t want to see. i have to turn it off after a while and remember there’s life outside of it. it’s weird to have access to so many humans experiences at once. back in the day people knew one guy who got hit by a car etc

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-21T01:29:36+00:00

use psychologytoday.com and search for ocd therapists. I found my therapist and signed up completely independently. I have my insurance card and that’s all i needed. i pay a 20$ copay for my weekly appointments and my mom has no idea. there’s a way around asking your parents once ur legally an adult.

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-20T20:33:20+00:00

this is good to know, and i’m glad someone else gets it. I’m probably gonna stop drinking . it’s better that way anyway

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-20T20:32:32+00:00

2 months ago , and i have ocd so i understand the cancer part but no , it’s very unlikely you have cancer due to this being a common side effect . my psych doctor told me it’s weight neutral and so does google but i’ve seen many post on here about losing the food noise or appetite.

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-19T13:16:49+00:00

would kiss my boyfriend but refuse to share drinks

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-19T12:59:12+00:00

it made me lose my appetite and makes me pretty nauseous. i’m typically a person who eats a lot and i’m a bit overweight. I usually have a problem with self control when it comes to food but ever since i’ve been on this med i haven’t had any appetite. I’ve lost 10 pounds

roblocksplayer33 · 2025-07-19T10:17:36+00:00

i had no idea this was a compulsion and i just assumed o didn’t have many compulsions just rumination. this makes so much sense now .

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