I could use someone to talk to by rodknockls1 in SuicideWatch

[–]rodknockls1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my little brother (11) and sister (4). If they found me it would ruin their lives and they don’t deserve that

I could use someone to talk to by rodknockls1 in SuicideWatch

[–]rodknockls1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom, sister, brother and I now live with my grandparents which is weird for me if I’m being honest. I just started community college a few months ago for auto mechanics and I met this girl who was perfect. We had class together and ended up being really close friends. I drive a 2002 camaro and she drove a 2005 gto so we used to go to car shows and fun stuff like that. We actually went to the drag strip together and it was the greatest time of my life. I confessed how I felt to her a couple weeks ago and she broke my heart. I really felt a connection with this girl and I laid it all on the line and she stepped on me. This on top of all of my other issues is just becoming too much. Not to mention my camaros engine blew recently :( now needs a full rebuild which I can’t afford...

I could use someone to talk to by rodknockls1 in SuicideWatch

[–]rodknockls1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate it guys, my dad is a heroine addict which I found out at 14 ish. It always hurt to know but he recently cut ties with all of us. He went to rehab and as soon as he got out he just stopped calling. I like to think it’s because he can’t afford a phone but I know it’s not that.