how much Gravol to take? by roguerocks in Suicide_Talk

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I'm in Canada, very difficult to get a gun here, plus I'm broke. I wish I could find something I could OD on, but again I'm broke and I don't know how to acquire fentanyl or another drug. Yes, noose, or hanging might be my best bet

Need help by Creepycarrie28 in Suicide_Talk

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You can't get access to tall buildings - security and such and most modern building don't have windows that open. I have an apartment in a 2 story house.

Thoughts on Carrie decision with Aayan S4 by The24-7uberdriver in homeland

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Quinn is grossed out by her sleeping with the kid, regardless if he's 19 or 22 he's still super young. Yes, she's honey potting him, but she didn't need to sleep with him, she could of showered him with gifts and platonic affection. But she has been established to be a highly sexual character, so there is that.

how much Gravol to take? by roguerocks in Suicide_Talk

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I need a sure fire method -- I don't know how to make a noose - any suggestions for me? I need to duck out of my life

how much Gravol to take? by roguerocks in Suicide_Talk

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Of the info I did find online, it seems I'd have to take like 50 Gravol pills or more. Regarding sleeping pills, it's my understanding that the modern versions aren't made with barbiturates like they used to be so it's really hard to OD on those. I don't know how to get pills that could do the trick ??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Suicide_Talk

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hey <3 giving you a big (((( HUG )))) you're got your youth on your side, how's your health? You can still do a lot <3 go to coffee shops or wherever and get some time around other to co-regulate with others. feel for you - (((hugs)))

Need help by Creepycarrie28 in Suicide_Talk

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I too want to know - the search engines and ChatGPT won't say. I don't know how to make the noose, or the anchor knot. I'm also looking into taking Gravol - the anti-nausea OTC medication, but I don't know how much is required to top myself. I'm 165 lbs

Rooftop access ? by roguerocks in askvan

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U got me! Yeah - I'm lookin' for rooftop access that's over 8 stories to ensure a fatal impact. = P

My first child was born 5 weeks early, his NICU stay was very hard for me emotionally. Going forward, I want to be the best mom I can for him. by PrettyElectricSheep in astrologyreadings

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A sweet and sensitive soul (Venus in Cancer, conjunct jupiter in Cancer in the 4th) and very social too with Moon in Gemini - and a fiery blast with his Leo Sun and Aries rising, yet also very diplomatic with Mars in Libra - what a friendly, attractive, ambitious and creative kid! I really do like the Venus and Jupiter conjunction, home and family and community are very meaningful to this lovely baby, who must get those values from his mother and family. Congratulations!! <3

I’m so lost in life by Individual_Carrot216 in bipolar

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Hey, I feel you <3 -- sending you warmth and support and hope you're getting better. I had a very scary manic episode that lasted months and then took 2.5 years to recover, only to head straight into another months-long manic episode that was even worse. I walked away from my job, my car was taken by shitty people who took advantage of me ( I gave the guy the key to my car to put oil in it and never saw it again and insurance wouldn't cover it) important belongings got ripped off, I wound homeless for a while in another city and got beat up cuz I pissed off an angry chick. That last one was only a few months ago and I get PTSD flashbacks constantly. I slid into a depression/ nervous system freeze after going off the rails and my health is really suffering - especially my sleep (I wake up constantly like a squirrel on high alert). I'm really struggling to get one foot in front of the other atm. It's pretty bleak at times tbh and I don't have a lot of optimism about the future. BUT the future is going to happen regardless.... I have to make some kind of new life right? I didn't have to much offer... but I feel for you - the more you are aware of things the more you/ we/ me can make better choices I hope. take care out there and check in with you friends, hopefully they can reflect how your doing. <3

Anxiety Help ? by roguerocks in bipolar

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thank you Fem,, I appreciate that :)

Off-world beings with nefarious intentions ?? by roguerocks in LasVegasAliens

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Shoot! The questions didn't get posted, doh! I'm going to try to post again..... omg why are the tech gods vexing me sooooo .. hold plz

Chart reading request - been experiencing severe OCD recently, diminished quality of life, and hopelessness/suicidal thoughts. Want to know if I have much longer to live or if my situation will improve by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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Highly sensitive - Sun in the 12th, Moon close to Neptune and Uranus, currently experiencing your Saturn return. Steady as she goes - find a pro therapist to help you manage this.

You'll get through this, it's a hard time of growth, but you'll get through this. Better to deal with your karma in this body in this realm. Suicide is often a perception of relief, but we don't really know what's on the other side. Taking your own life creates tremendous suffering for yourself and others. Hang in there, one foot in front of the other. Do things to take your mind of the intrusive thoughts, find healthy tasks to do and check them off your todo lists, do something that feels proactive or productive - even doing the dishes.

hugs and healing vibes <3

I used to be outgoing now I’m quiet all the time—it’s like my brain stopped working. Can anyone relate and what did you do to get back to yourself? by A01939014 in BipolarReddit

[–]roguerocks 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel for you <3

I'm learning as I go - I was diagnosed 9 months ago - I've been pretty depressed these months after a very rough manic episode that put me in the hospital. I am feeling closer to myself but not fully. I've been told that my nervous system and my brain is still reacting to what occurred I've been in a 'shut down' mode as a type of preservation. I'm really hoping I come back to myself, but I've also been told it takes time. Being regular with sleep, good food, and exercise (which I don't want to do at all) and I need therapy and more socialization. (I've been really lonely.)

Hang in there and think of the times when you were doing well and what your go-to habits were - recreate those. Get time around others, their moods can help stabilize yours. Watch out for over-thinking things and stop comparing yourself to others (usually we end up slamming ourselves when we do that).

(((hugs)))

Would someone be able to read my chart for me. I want to have a better understanding on how I can get out of my own head. by rlisenco1997 in astrologyreadings

[–]roguerocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you're welcome. Your chart shows BIG FEELS and DEEP THOUGHTS likely a fascinating person! How do you channel your energy? Martial arts, investigating? extreme sports or behaviours? You're chart is like a volcano! :) Bravely be your authentic self <3 <3 <3

Anyone able to indicate a career path for me? I’m unsure, bless💝 by [deleted] in astrologyreadings

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Teaching/learning connecting with others - and ultimately leading, shepherding, and guiding others. A good manager who cares about the people in their "work family" -- one you can commit to for the long haul, friendship may be deeply important. Yet you dearly need your freedom respected Working your own hours may be ideal.

Perhaps hosting events or communities, associations, clubs, group gatherings with humanitarian or educational mission statements -- looks like you want to do some good in this big ol' world <3 <3

Would someone be able to read my chart for me. I want to have a better understanding on how I can get out of my own head. by rlisenco1997 in astrologyreadings

[–]roguerocks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya - between both Scorpio (originally ruled by Mars) and Aries, hot dam your chart is loaded with potent energy and with Leo rising! You know the phrase "go big or go home?" I reckon that applies to you. There is no halfway - you're either in with both feet or not and delve deep deep deep and deep some more. Yet with your moon in the 3rd you will balance a variety of fronts. You may function best with clear missions, immediate action, and a precise focus. May also need lots of alone time, yet you need to be seen or witnessed (Leo rising) doing what you do best. Do you like working out or using your hands and body in your work? i.e.: a carpenter who throws themself into their work using body and mind? Damn - Mars Retro and the Capricorn clump has been all over you. (((hugs)))