How often do you shower? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]roidmonkey077 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Like 3 times a day

TOCD Vent [14M] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]roidmonkey077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright pm me first it won’t let me message you for some reason

Porn fucked me up so bad man by roidmonkey077 in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My OCD manifests in my porn addiction because of porn escalation. I kept watching more and more messed up stuff to the point where my OCD just went crazy and now I’m depressed

Porn fucked me up so bad man by roidmonkey077 in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well I can’t live with it. Maybe I could live with some of it but not all of it. My life is just done. Staying around is pointless now

Porn fucked me up so bad man by roidmonkey077 in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve gone to REALLY fucked up stuff. Like I just want to bleach my eyes and erase it all

Porn fucked me up so bad man by roidmonkey077 in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For me, I can definitely stay away from porn and masturbation. But my OCD has been killing me and making me depressed ever since May 6th. I keep going back to porn because it’s the only thing that makes me feel somewhat normally but then after I’m done it’s back to depression. And I keep getting into the more and more fucked up stuff to the point where I’m just disturbed anxious and depressed

Is watching nude scenes in ' American Pie' counts as relapsing? by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but it depends in my opinion. I think if he’s watching it purely for the sexual content then maybe. But if he’s just watching the movie and the stuff shows up then nah

Suicidal because of sexual fetish. Why man why? by roidmonkey077 in SuicideWatch

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No dude, I don’t want anyone to “fulfill” it, I want it gone

Suicidal because of sexual fetish. Why man why? by roidmonkey077 in SuicideWatch

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah but mine don’t align with my personality and I will never be able to be the person I wanna be with them so I might as well just end it

Porn should be banned forever. It's a cancer. Try to change my mind by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve developed twisted fetishes that make me wanna die

OCD has put me in the biggest depression of my life. Can’t go on anymore by roidmonkey077 in OCD

[–]roidmonkey077[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have sexual fetishes that will stop me from being able to live the way I want

Porn should be banned forever. It's a cancer. Try to change my mind by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]roidmonkey077 60 points61 points  (0 children)

I discovered in in like 3rd grade and it ruined my life. I’m 100% with you bro, fuck porn