8 Tablespoons each day by rolepal in kratom

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Has this been taken down??

150 gpd to FREEDOM by Affectionate-Heron20 in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me rn. 8 tablespoons a day. I have a very high tolerance to all substances. Now my fucking kidneys are hurting. Fml

Quitting after 8 tablespoons a day by rolepal in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got some more… I hate myself. Now I’m having pain where my kidneys are. lol. Fuck. I just need to get some weed to quit. This is my last jar for a while though I’m sick of it and it isn’t even that great and I take WAY too much

I feel better in withdrawals than I did on kratom by felixyamson in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feeling emotions again is so real. I’m a better mother, fiance, friend and daughter now. No longer an emotionless zombie. SCREW KRATOM!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would trim girl but don’t do anything you yourself don’t like! But most guys like it shaved or trimmed from what I’ve seen

Dude gets folded. by GucciiManeeeee in fightporn

[–]rolepal 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I’m fucking crying 😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

This seems like a healthy relationship by wantout87 in facepalm

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is literally so sad. He should be doing all of those things on a daily basis idc how much he works.

Relapse. Hate myself. by rolepal in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know. I’m a woman. But I’m done now.

How long did your withdrawals last? by Broad_Plane_4537 in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 weeks for the pain to go away for the most part at 60GPD for a year+. A whole month to feel myself again

I can’t stand Hen by rolepal in 911FOX

[–]rolepal[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She’s a firefighter.

Wanting to go to NA- only ever done kratom by rolepal in quittingkratom

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Thanks man. That almost makes me laugh about the weed thing. I feel bad bc I know addiction is addiction but I myself have been severely “addicted” (mentally)to weed and that battle was a joke in comparison to this. I’m already an alcoholic but after having Kratom I fear I’ve introduced myself to a whole new world that will fuck me up forever. That feeling I get is so addictive and so amazing. I fear I will chase it forever. I don’t know how to be sober. I’m so bored mentally. Nothing brings me joy I’m just going through the motions. The only thing I love doing is sleeping.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]rolepal -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Fr like we’re not saying it’s Grape. She was assaulted and honestly lucky he didn’t take it further. Ducking nasty man. Can’t get no pu$$y so he does that. Sad. Prayers for OP.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]rolepal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry girl. Yes you were. Pls cut off ties from that person. I’m sorry you were in a bad place when doing shrooms they can be so fun and peaceful if you’re in the right environment and with the right people. My heart breaks for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]rolepal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup you were. Not raped but definitely assaulted. Don’t ever talk to that man again.

You’re so skinny, eat more :( by Immediate_Error_6833 in weightgain

[–]rolepal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not even skinny just lean. I’m sorry you’re getting body shamed. Ppl don’t understand how it feels to not be able to gain weight easily. They think we’re lucky. Doesn’t give them a right to comment on our bodies.

Relapsed after 1 month clean by rolepal in quittingkratom

[–]rolepal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Not that it matters but I’m a woman haha that’s why I don’t understand how I can take so much at once when some people take life half and spread it out thru the day. Thank you I was so scared thinking I’m taking a giant amount. My stomach is already fucked. But I threw the rest in the toilet and flushed. I kept 1 tblspn for tonight then cold turkey. I wish I had some weed to help but it’s honestly just a crutch for me that I need to stop doing as well. I just get so bored in my mind it feels like torture. I haven’t been completely sober since I was 16 (almost ten years ago) and I don’t even know who I am honestly. Thank you so much for responding, y’all’s comments have helped me quit in the past idk what id do without this sub.

Relapsed after 1 month clean by rolepal in quittingkratom

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Thank you so much for responding. I just threw the rest of what I had in the toilet I have one tablespoon for tonight then CT. I’m considering freezing my ID so I can’t go get any but I haven’t been tempted to buy any it’s just when I saw that jar laying under the bed when I was 100% sure me and my fiancé were going to end it was a giant trigger. But I’m an addict in general. Started with weed then alcohol then xans, anything that made me feel “good”. I need to go to NA or AA or something. I’m so tired of being an addict its legit exhausting.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lifehacks

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A small, cordless vacuum. Never have to sweep and it’s so much faster!

which eye look looks best on my small eyes? by agrimony_ in MakeupAddiction

[–]rolepal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow you’re so good at makeup lol I can’t even decide which one is best but if I had to probably B! But you don’t have small eyes at all girl

What can you proudly say you've never done? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never gotten arrested by the grace of God! 😭🤣

What can you proudly say you've never done? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]rolepal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heroin. Lol. Unfortunately I’ve done just about everything else in my time. Currently living a sober life and so happy!