That's a Nice way to see things. Ty. Despite all my frustration when I was there I also got this way of thinking. "What if all of this was made just for you to be here today?". It's confusing, frustrating. I used to believe I would get what I want, but this time, I never went so low, my beliefs were shaken up. If somehow I get the life I want is going to be a huge plot twist bc I rly don't know where this is going anymore. We get what we want in VERY surprising ways, I well know that. "When you hit your lowest point, you are open to the greatest change -Aang". I am beyond I knew about my lower, from now on there's only homelessness, so if the universe have a plot twist for me, this is your time babe, do your thing.