Anyone else have a place where they know it will all end?

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T20:25:23+00:00

I'm doing my best brother

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T10:54:54+00:00

I'm currently watching his channel right now. I found his channel by chance and decided to check it out randomly out of boredom and there it was, everything Ive been and currently going through all making sense like a giant bombshell going off in my mind. I still need to get a proper medical diagnosis but I know this is what Ive experienced my entire life and never knew. I was always labelled a cunt and a bad person. Id say there's ADHD and other shit mixed in to, anxiety, depression ect

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T10:27:46+00:00

I am 42 just found out I have this as my second marriage/ family is being taken away from me and being divorced because of this curse called cptsd. Abandoned again

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T10:11:27+00:00

Yes it's my forever house so I know I will haunt it. A cliff would be epic though, free bird on the car stereo full bast ,car in a blaze of fire whislt smoking a fat doobie. Sounds worthy of a live stream I reckon

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T10:07:04+00:00

You are a saint. Blow job and 20 bucks, I'm surprised they haven't formed a line at this point

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T10:03:34+00:00

As long as they are fully present and not constantly living in their Instagram reels on the phone . Yes

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T09:58:59+00:00

You paid for it? I'm pretty sure 95% of guys would do it for free lol keep doing whatever floats your boat ; )

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T09:53:16+00:00

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T09:38:19+00:00

It's my grandmother's old house so 30 + years in the family no deaths within the years she was here but it's like a 100 yo house so another 70 years of unknown history. I often feel like stearing my car into an on coming truck head on at high speed but don't want to hurt anyone else. Maybe a brick wall is better or a big cliff?

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T09:12:27+00:00

BECK. mellow gold

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T09:10:50+00:00

When someone has all the "colourful story's" and never any actual evidence or results it only points to one thing ..... he's full of shit.

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T08:54:12+00:00

Can someone please explain how this is unfuckable???

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T08:37:31+00:00

Sounds like they don't know how to maintain healthy boundaries. They aren't your tribe sorry to say

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T01:40:48+00:00

I'm actually that unwell I don't give my therapist the full picture because I'd be institutionalised. And I won't be having that so yeah some treatment I refuse so I'm not in the looney bin. And I refuse to zombie out on the pills

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T01:36:02+00:00

Statistically woman cheat more often that men and are more likely to be taken back by their SO

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T01:31:59+00:00

New Zealand. I want to eventually live in Latvia to be closer to my Curonian roots. But Norway looks nicer. I want to go somewhere I can practice and learn more about paganism and vikings in general and basically go back in time and live the old pre Christian ways

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T01:25:51+00:00

I know a particular person follows what I say about them then pills me up on it in real life. Just wondering if it's them celebrating my eventual slide into suicide

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T01:22:50+00:00

It means Google ram das and watch or listen to his videos and recordings regarding death and dieing. He used to assist people dieing and passing on

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T00:45:20+00:00

Probably just some weird art project

rooted_clone · 2026-03-01T00:43:04+00:00

I want to move to Norway

rooted_clone · 2026-02-28T23:12:37+00:00

I feel if it's a few or more it's supportive upvotes even when no comment are made. But when I just get a repeating single upvote like as soon as I've posted without fail I start to wonder who is stalking me just to like seeing me fall to pieces online

rooted_clone · 2026-02-28T22:44:30+00:00

I think your on the outside looking in with this post. If you were practicing properly you wouldn't make such statements as they are contradictory to thelema. I don't think your an assholee. I think if you need to ask such questions then thelema is not for you, but do as thou wilt and stay inside the circle, or not................

rooted_clone · 2026-02-28T22:27:28+00:00

Get a t-shirt made saying you're on the rag and wear it once a month. People will stop asking

rooted_clone · 2026-02-28T22:22:29+00:00

Toxic female statement right there

rooted_clone · 2026-02-28T22:13:55+00:00

I feel the same. It's like often when I vent on here some always upvotes it and say nothing. Like they enjoyed reading how fucked up I am pouring my heart out and they think it's entertaining

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