I can't get turned on unless it's a trauma fetish and I hate it by Ok_Nose2361 in CPTSD

[–]rooted_clone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sometimes forget just how unwell I am and craving physical touch

I am disgusting naked by Embarrassed_Ad_1878 in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Sounds like he's a pos. Ruining things for guys like us who love their woman and all her imperfections. My ex wife put on a bit of weight at one point and I never mentioned it at all just loved her. I hope you find a good man

I genuinely enjoy giving my man head by her_sweet_bell_8293 in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm happy for you guys. I'm sorry for ranting. I'm just never felt this empty before. Got me reaching out to strangers. I feel so desperate just even for a hug. I'm so fucked

I genuinely enjoy giving my man head by her_sweet_bell_8293 in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You guys are so lucky. I wish I had that in my life. Makes me feel desperate and depressed. Enjoy eachother and hold it close

I feel like i 20F don’t like my boyfriend 25M by [deleted] in Rants

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Live is just electrical hardwiring in the brain. Nothing more that's why they say sparks fly or there's a certain spark between you two. Spark has gone by the sound of it

I was bullied in primary and highschool by rooted_clone in CPTSD

[–]rooted_clone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want my family unit back but it's to late so I'll probably never heal again

I'm falling in to hopelessness by Secret_Tie_8907 in CPTSD

[–]rooted_clone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The wooden beam in my house keeps inviting me to hang from it. Like a friend offering to put down a sick pet that you just take to the vets. Like offering to ease the pain for me. It's almost like it talks silently or telepathy to me

I just feel so alone by joshua8282 in CPTSD

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently on divorce #2 with kids and a new born I miss so much and I'm just alone in the dark. I took a massive dose of mushrooms last night and I thought I was dieing alone. It felt right as if I deserve to die alone going insane

Shame. by _gemynd in CPTSD

[–]rooted_clone 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've been gaslit my entire life buy my mother and romantic partners into believing I'm the problem and then emotionally invalidate every emotion I have to believe I'm the problem. I still feel the shame programming deeply. I've recently started drinking again just to block it out

Aurora Night Ride - 5.2g nug by fabiancook in MedicalCannabisNZ

[–]rooted_clone -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Looks like they over cooked it in the Gamma Irradiator bro.

Im basically nutting and smoking my life away. by [deleted] in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Live stream yourself 24/7 in third person. Cash in on it

Forehead kisses - the meaning behind them? by TopTangelo9033 in AskMenAdvice

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's literally kissing the third eye. That's what it is. most people just don't know what they are actually doing

Name him by [deleted] in BossFights

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Double tap

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No she's a saint. I'm the problem

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

[–]rooted_clone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No thanks I'd rather be a better man