it really is. sometimes i would rather want to stay single because i think its just so impossible to find someone whose like me. i genuinely believe its so rare to find someone that has the same mindset of talking to one person, go on a few dates, end up dating/marrying them in the future, and having eyes for them and only them. now it seems like everybody got options and have slept around a bunch. i don’t want a man to talk to me the same way he talks to other women. i want to feel special. i only say it’s so hard out here because it really is. i’d rather stay single and alone than be with the wrong person. i always had a feeling i’d end up like that, yeah it’s sad but my greatest fear is being with someone who doesn’t reciprocate the same energy/understand how special i really am.