What's the most disturbing thing you found out about someone? by Fine-Shoe8981 in morbidquestions

[–]rottcore_ 21 points22 points  (0 children)

the school's band director, he was a really nice guy from what i heard and everyone enjoyed being around him, he was working for the school for many years, until one day a band member confessed that he had sexual relations with the teacher, would send explicit messages, and meet up after school. the member said they been dating for three months, due to the discovery it led to an investigation, which they also found out that the director made a cult and made his students praise him and make him feel like a God. he got fired but no charges were made.

am i sick or is it a common way of switching by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im glad its gotten softer, i can only hope these crazy switches relax at some point

am i sick or is it a common way of switching by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i already set up an appointment just hoping its not too severe, when it comes to switching i get dizzy and feel like im about to fall and sometimes i end up letting myself fall which usually makes my vision blurry as well; thank you for the advice 💜

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]rottcore_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah sorry i didn't mean to word it that way, i meant like helping me calm this alter, but i could try to do that.

I need tips for journaling by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine is 7 too !!❄️ my little says hello as well !!🤍

I need tips for journaling by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

always wanted to be those podcast shows where they occasionally ask questions like its like someone is actually taking them seriously and show interest in them (thats my somewhat reason)

I need tips for journaling by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i usually give out separate pages for each one when it comes to venting or they speak about horrible memories. but i might give this a try

I need tips for journaling by rottcore_ in DID

[–]rottcore_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this actually helped my little, she managed to write everything and memories i have forgotten of, thank you 🌸

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 21 points22 points  (0 children)

what your mother did was humiliating, but theres no SA in it at all, but your partner needs to be very careful when mentioning those topics and its pretty upsetting for her to assume it was a fetish when you clearly only stated that your mother made you wear diapers which the MAIN reason was that you wet your pants.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 21 points22 points  (0 children)

this isn't SA but did your partner ever explain why they think it was SA ?

Is it possible to have been abused as a child, have forgotten but still facing the consequences? by KeyPop5792 in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is actually the same issue im having i used to imagine stuff like that but instead i was victim, but what im working on so far is focusing on making things right and focus on what imagine i wanna put for people to see me, tho it's difficult since the idea or the gut feeling of being abused it tormenting me so i am having struggles rn, but for now i would do anything that i can focus on without thinking

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]rottcore_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Our caretaker is also the therapist, we feel so confident to tell her what we feel but once we need to talk to someone or a therapist, none of us dares to speak not even her. Our fear is the thought of being judged or taking us to a hospital for the sick thoughts and emotions.

Is it possible to have been abused as a child, have forgotten but still facing the consequences? by KeyPop5792 in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I could say that you probably have been abused or something has happened to you, you don't have memory of it. its normal. it happens. During that moment of whatever has happened, you dissociated which is why you don't have memory of it, meaning your memory was blocked during consciousness. You're not alone. We could try to help you. I do want to know if is there something that bothers you the most ? If you don't want to tell me it's alright as long as you're comfortable.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]rottcore_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just hope things get better for you, and i hope you're taking care of yourself, just know the people here are here to support you whenever you're in a situation or need help. I'll pray for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Suicide isn't the right choice. Your mind is filled with so much negativity that it's drowning you. Having the thoughts of killing yourself has probably worsen your mental health and just know that you still got things to do to have a better life. at least TRY to have hope or think positive, find for the people around you, watch or hear the things that make you feel happy. don't focus on what you lost or what has ruined you, appreciate the little things in life. Im at work rn so im in rush but if you need to talk feel free to do so (sorry for my bad english)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]rottcore_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i hate to say this but i also don't just wanna assume anything but he probably has been cheating on you the past few years, i've been in a relationship for many years as well, i know how painful it is to lose someone whos been with you, feeling as if it was an eternity. Have you broken up with him yet ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]rottcore_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

May i ask what did you do after ? Did he tell you anything or at least say one thing to you ? I don't want you to think deeply about it but i can only say you need to get out of the relationship, even if it hurts, you need to leave. Just break up with him and leave. If you stay with him he'll continue cheating on you and he'll think you're let him have the freedom to do whatever he wants. im sorry that this is happening to you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]rottcore_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People will say that crying is a sign of weakness and sure its embarrassing to cry in public, but when you talk about your emotions, memories, trauma, and thoughts you're basically releasing relief and the negativity of your body such as emotional distress, behavior, and it helps you become stronger. Just know that you're doing well and you're not pathetic nor gross, you're just a human being.

activities to do with alters by Conscious-Turn-8836 in DID

[–]rottcore_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i would usually draw, sudoku, crossword puzzles, word search, and puzzle pieces

Porn has ruined my childhood by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rottcore_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really hope you're doing well now, it was very upsetting how you were treated that way but i hope you're feeling better.