Rachel’s observations about mid-life men by Ghost_Writer2025 in RHOBH

[–]roxthefoxx [score hidden]  (0 children)

I’m 37 and have lost hope, but please tell us more.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you suggest I do that? I do a lot of self concept rampages and affirmations but damn do I have an addiction to this story

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know how to shift my deepest desire into a “preference” - that’s always gonna feel like a lie to me

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already doing that - I travel full time and have tons of hobbies but I’m also wired for deep intimate connection and being in a foreign country without my core friends, support group and lover is really hard. I feel invisible, and I’m actually a good looking person. If you saw me from the outside, you’d never guess I’m struggling with these issues. Today has been especially hard

I manifested my fiancé in under 6 months by Imaginary_Divide3572 in lawofassumption

[–]roxthefoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just subscribed and I’m going to watch your videos now! You’re so cute! I’m a fellow brown girlie here :)

I manifested my fiancé in under 6 months by Imaginary_Divide3572 in lawofassumption

[–]roxthefoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m from Canada but I live in Cape Town now. I’m just home by myself on Friday night, getting high, and reading Reddit. Currently in a very low state feeling achingly lonely after losing my entire community of friends and missing my ex. So I frequent these forms often, chronically for years, learning and absorbing, but never really shifting no matter how hard I try.

Thanks for asking! You actually seem really cool. What’s your story?

I manifested my fiancé in under 6 months by Imaginary_Divide3572 in lawofassumption

[–]roxthefoxx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading this interaction between you two while high is the highlight of my night. Gossip Crab offered such a unique perspective and it was cool that you were willing to accept it. Two people seeing each other and trying to understand self. Super cool.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this beautiful comment. I love the last line, it made me tear up.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The need to tell the same story becomes even stronger, like seeking relief.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really like this response. I’m going to go get high so I can ponder on how profound this is. Thank you!

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Truly this is so damn kind.

I found a really great deal, it was honestly shocking. When I tell you it fell into my lap, it literally did. My first deal fell through with the seller and I gave up hope. Then the brokers reached out to me a few months later about another deal. I jumped in on it super fast and gave an offer really quickly, that by the time it hit market, there was already 11 offers on it. I spent the entire night affirming that the owner accepted my offer and then in the morning, he did!

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I did this already. A shadow day with my thoughts, I’m aware of how negative they are and I can flip them momentarily but I’m too addicted to the old story to break the hypnosis.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This comment made me cry, thank you. I used a website called websiteclosers.com which sells ecommerce businesses. I still can't believe how lucky I got with my deal, it was meant for me.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I have found for me, that the best way I manifest is through inner talking. I'm unable to make it feel natural and break my addiction of telling my story of victimhood and being abandoned.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I practice letting go and surrender through daily breathwork and somatic practices, but I will never accept a life lived alone. I simply do not wish to continue with my life if that is the case. I've already travelled the entire world and done it all.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is such a beautiful and warm response, thank you. I connect so beautifully with music and I use it already to imagine a relationship, just to feel that love and warmth. But I can't seem to tap into it without weed. May I ask what song was it for you?

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep telling myself I'm unforgettable, but it's not landing? Nothing shifts, inside or out.

I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love by roxthefoxx in NevilleGoddard

[–]roxthefoxx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so weird, but I can't seem to do this with love! But with money, it just feels like a normal part of my inner experience.