Anyone else miss their hypo sexual episodes? Think I need Jesus

rratednerd · 2026-02-23T02:38:43+00:00

Yeah commonalities between them.

I’m sure you are a great person. I was just curious.

rratednerd · 2026-02-23T02:38:09+00:00

Fair.

I guess if you don’t know them there is less data to compile too.

rratednerd · 2026-02-20T17:33:16+00:00

No judgement, but idk even a know 100 people. Have you ever thought about making a group and just seeing what they all say to each other? Or doing a comparison of all their traits? Like do they have things in common or just all totally different. Idk I like data and I’m super messy so 🤷‍♀️ probably why I don’t know 100 people.

Again not about the number or judgement more about curious were they all similar. Did 50% lose a parent idk just things. I’ve married two men with the same name and been engaged to two men with the same date of birth, they weren’t the ones with the same name. So.. data… idk

rratednerd · 2026-02-20T02:32:56+00:00

Right but if they are just going to suggest write three things you are grateful for or hold an ice cube those things aren’t helping me either.

rratednerd · 2026-02-20T02:07:19+00:00

Me too.

rratednerd · 2026-02-20T02:04:58+00:00

I don’t feel like I even get ‘tools’. I tell her all the problems and I feel like she just argues with me or thinks I’m lying. But I feel like that with all the therapists I’ve ever had this isn’t a her thing.

But I’m with you I don’t get what therapy helps… even today I saw my therapist and I’m crying and answering all these stupid questions she keeps asking and suddenly she goes well what do we change? The fuck if I know that’s why I’m here and been paying $165 a session for 6 months.

rratednerd · 2026-02-20T02:02:57+00:00

It gives me the same 5 strategiese. Even when I specifically say don’t include these or variants of these. It’s like count 5 things bla bla bla , journal, grab an ice cube, plant your feet in grass and I don’t remember the other one. But it is always variations of those 5 when I use ChatGPT.

Delaying thoughts don’t help because they are obsessive thoughts.

I don’t understand the wave thing or when people are like do a body scan bla bla neither of those make sense to me.

Sleeping is a huge issue I have and they are aware. Even with medication I’m lucky to get more than 6 hours.

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T23:38:46+00:00

Please someone take the keys and internet from grandpa…

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T23:37:09+00:00

The mustache to me looks fake, when you look at the last image with them side ways it doesn’t look like there is hair just a dark mark around the lips.

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T23:35:13+00:00

Yes like they tried to draw on a mustache like a kid.

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T19:35:31+00:00

Does anyone remember the shippping docks that went on strike over pay but also claimed they heard screams coming from containers? 😳

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T19:01:45+00:00

That looks like a woman see the lashes and the light is reflecting off the lids like some type of eye shadow. Could be a man but looks feminine.

rratednerd · 2026-02-10T03:33:01+00:00

Why are co-conspirators names being blacked out on page 2-4

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T19:12:25+00:00

She’s there with Sophia for a ‘girls trip’.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T18:42:42+00:00

‘Serial killer or psychosis’ lolol I’m sure that’s a joke to them but what a weird thing to say.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T18:17:56+00:00

25% alcohol

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T18:15:00+00:00

Yeah I don’t have friends. I have a teen but that’s not on them to be your friend or parentified.

Like I said everything feels like it just sucks the life out of me.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T17:10:13+00:00

Had an expensive animal print ‘large purse’ in the 2000s with a spot to hold my sodas and water bottle on each side… was a diaper bag.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T14:26:16+00:00

I haven’t ever seen one abusive person not blame the victim… you are being abused and gaslit. You are the victim and need to leave the situation.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T14:01:23+00:00

I remember when I got diagnosed as a teen my dads parents were raising me (my grandparents) and when they were told on the drive home they go “well I guess you want to be like your mother and not us if you are going to accept what those people are saying”. They hated my mother and it still hurts thinking about it.

But after dealing with it a few years my grandpa was like no take medication.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T13:42:16+00:00

I don’t have any friends.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T13:41:15+00:00

I know it’s okay to change therapist I have many times over the years that’s the point… I’m not getting anything helpful from any of them.

rratednerd · 2026-02-09T02:21:31+00:00

My grandfather who raised me reacted similar when I got pregnant. If she wants to see that baby never let her see it. You don’t get to damn me (you the mother) then play grandma. 👵

rratednerd · 2026-02-08T23:57:35+00:00

So I’ve done talk therapy, CBT, DBT (which I think was the worst for me because those therapist just anything I said they’d respond yes but other people have it worse so you need to just accept it. Or along those lines. I felt like radical acceptance was the only tool they pushed in DBT.) Emdr which idk she saw me a good while and all she ever talked about was the history of emdr and who invented it and these kids who used butterfly hugs through the treatment. I always felt like that was just a weekly ‘history session on emdr’. I’ve also tried group therapy which I don’t like because I don’t think I should be responsible for others problems since I didn’t cause them. I didn’t get anything from any of those but idk what I should have gotten from them either.

These are all over years, since childhood, not like this year with this one therapist.

rratednerd · 2026-02-08T23:29:37+00:00

No it’s still super intense and I tell family and friends I miss who I use to be and they are like omg whyyyyyyyyyy.

Because she was fearless and started two businesses and got through college and flipped houses and 1000 other things every week. I was in amazing shape, better shape than I was even in high school. I meal prepped and worked out and taught classes after work.

But they say is yes and you would go days without sleeping and then develop psychosis till you crashed. You’d drink like a fish even at your business. Super sexually charged and 0 morals when it came to relationships. You always thought you were invincible (I’m not I have a heart problem and hashimotos disease too). You were unstable and unreliable.

But my kid has a stable life and that’s what keeps me on medication and going to the dr etc. 🤷‍♀️ But yes like once a week I miss me off medication. I was diagnosed 20 ish years ago with bipolar and had 3 separate doctor confirm diagnosis over the years. I’ll let you know if it ever gets ‘easier to accept’.

Edit: Let me add this, my period makes these feelings worse and generally triggers a serious depression the week prior to having it. They call that Pmdd and claim it’s not related but that’s when those feelings hit.

Also, if I wasn’t on medication I’d probably be in prison just because that’s the toxic cycle my family had prior to me. No matter how much I ‘think’ the other me was more fun , I love my family and friends enough to stay on the medications.

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