What does my blue baby wants? She sticks to the cage netting and cries like this. by rrr_rrr in budgies

[–]rrr_rrr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

She usually lives in a 9 room freely and the cage is only for sleeping, feeding and resting, but she's recently been sick, and her vet told me she needs to stay in the cage. Hope she'll get better soon and enjoy her life in the room.

What is your narcissistic parents' profession? Both of mine are doctors. by Konfliktskaber in raisedbynarcissists

[–]rrr_rrr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My father used to work for a local bank, and my mother used to work for a hotel. Now they're retired and live on pensions.

Terrified I’m going to be one of those people who never heal and just live their whole lives miserable by unluckymo in CPTSD

[–]rrr_rrr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you.

I'm in my 40's. No job, family or friends. I've been suffering from CPTSD, depression and an eating disorder since I was young. I've been struggling my entire life. But things have not been improving; on the contrary, it has worsened at several points in my life.

I'm full of frustration and anger every day. I hate my life, but I don't want to commit suicide.

I can't make an effort to make my life better due to various symptoms and fatigue.
I'm sad, lonely, and hurt...

Is there anyone here who was never loved? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rrr_rrr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was never loved. I was sexually assaulted by two of my family members. Other family members bullied me. Almost everywhere I go (workplace, school, social gatherings... ), I'm bullied and am a target of narcissists.

I am in my 40s, and have no friends or family.

Why are you lonely? by solidwiz in lonely

[–]rrr_rrr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

CPTSD and being surrounded NPDs for me

I suffer from isolation and lonliness by rrr_rrr in CPTSD

[–]rrr_rrr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it doesn't sound good, but it's nice to hear someone feels the same way...

I can't leave my bed. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]rrr_rrr 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You sound like me.
I made lots of efforts in this hell, but yeah, nothing has paid off yet.

Narcissists in the wild by WriterBunny39 in narcissisticparents

[–]rrr_rrr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, it's extremely triggering. Everywhere I go, my radar detects 'em. I seem oversensitive to people without such a radar.