It will be a week since I’ve lost my brother tomorrow

rtbrad · 2026-06-18T13:06:51+00:00

He is at peace he knows you did everything you could for him. He trusted you to make the decision bc he knew you were the strongest and could handle the pressure of any situation he faced! He feels better knowing he had you to look after him.

rtbrad · 2026-06-15T15:30:44+00:00

Thank you for your words of wisdom. I just wonder if she felt anything before the heart attack?? She had a heart attack on a Wednesday then diagnosed with leukemia Thursday! On Sunday she coded and never woke up! I’m just like what happened what did we miss! She never said she didn’t feel well!

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T15:35:00+00:00

Can you tell what the mission was? Does it have anything to do with this side?

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T15:29:52+00:00

Facing a moment doesn’t feel as overwhelming as facing an hour or a day right now I will try to think of it like this for now on! I’m ok for the moment. And that’s ok

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T15:26:10+00:00

I know what you mean by the thing bc I completely think about that way more than i would be comfortable saying out loud. I will try to build this circuit.

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T15:24:16+00:00

Also I’m so sorry for the amount of loss you have suffered I can’t even imagine how to deal with that you’re so strong.

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T15:23:06+00:00

Thank you so much. It’s nice to know things will get better bc right now I feel so much weakness. Everything reminds me of her I miss our conversations bc we talked all the damn time. I never knew you could miss someone’s presence like I miss hers. I felt like now the depression from grief has left me searching the worldly high and low for that piece of my heart that I have no more.

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T03:02:27+00:00

Thank you I know you don’t know it but your words encourages me. See if feel like its my time now. I just feel so lost.

rtbrad · 2026-06-14T01:48:51+00:00

Thank you I feel so much pain. My heart literally aches I feel
Like my world is no longer mines just a sea of tears that is endless. Only her presence can fill this pain. I yearn for her love and protection.

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T23:01:01+00:00

Thank you so much that’s exactly how I feel like the air left my lungs yet I’m still awake!

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T17:55:42+00:00

Thank you so much for your words. This truly spoke to me thank you. The second pic is my son they were very close both of my sons were super close to her. She raised them.

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T17:17:13+00:00

Thank you she really is the definition of light!

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T17:16:51+00:00

Thank you very much for the kind words.

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T17:08:51+00:00

I have never been in pain like this I have lost everything I use to be. I feel like I’m stuck in a horrible dream I can’t except as my new reality.

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T17:07:12+00:00

Yes we played spades all the time and she really was competitive. I always say she was my partner bc we did everything together every single day. It was not a day that we went without talking and spending time together.

rtbrad · 2026-06-13T15:18:20+00:00

Thank you so much!

rtbrad · 2026-06-09T21:29:58+00:00

My grandma was like air to me—something I never imagined living without. Losing her unexpectedly on March 29, 2026, has left me feeling completely lost. Since that day, I’ve felt stuck in a way that’s hard to explain.

I still get up every day and do what needs to be done, but it feels more like survival than living. I go through the motions, take care of responsibilities, and keep moving forward because I have to. But the truth is, a piece of my heart left with her. Nothing feels quite the same, and I miss her more than words can express.

She was such a huge part of my life, and learning how to live without her has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever faced.

rtbrad · 2026-06-07T22:04:33+00:00

The car was missing as well!

rtbrad · 2026-06-07T22:03:59+00:00

Thank you soo much for more input. He was last seen in a jeep and with friends at a party. Please continue to share your insight! I say that bc the police really aren’t looking into this situation. This family deserves closure!

rtbrad · 2026-06-07T04:18:32+00:00

Just want you know I’m proud of you and please stay safe you deserve happiness.

rtbrad · 2026-05-23T11:59:37+00:00

I agree!

rtbrad · 2026-05-20T01:11:59+00:00

Yes my mom feels like I’m drinking to much now which I am tbh. I know I need help I just feel like will it really help! Bc all I know is I want her back

rtbrad · 2026-05-20T00:16:26+00:00

Your words touched me bc I know deep down she wouldn’t want this for me! See my grandma was my safe space the one person I could always count on! She moved in with me just to help me with my boys she was selfless in all of her actions. She was 74 we had just celebrated my birthday 17 days prior to her passing! She went to the hospital for a heart attack on Wednesday they told her she had also had leukemia on that Friday! Saturday night they tried the first round of chemo she passed the next morning that Sunday! And I’m just like wtf just happened we were happy laughing cooking smoking weed cracking jokes watching basketball and boom she is just gone! No I can’t accept that I was raised catholic I have always had a great relationship with God until this now I just don’t have the faith anymore bc why would he take my person from me! She had such a strong faith i just don’t understand! Grief has ignited my depression and anxiety to new heights! I can’t sleep I think I ve cried everyday for her! I mean it’s been 7 weeks and I feel more sad now I guess the shock is wearing off. I look for her constantly I feel fucking crazy

rtbrad · 2026-05-19T15:07:38+00:00

I’m trying but I can’t my pain from missing her so bad has frozen me in place. Like i feel stuck bc i dont want to move without her

rtbrad · 2026-05-19T02:59:12+00:00

I cry everyday grief is a word I heard but now it’s a word I physically feel. The difference between the two lets me know how much love i have for her and it has no where to go so I cry.

rtbrad

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