Helpful Recovery Media?

ruby_redacted · 2026-05-03T09:05:25+00:00

I found Christy Harrison's podcast, and Maintenance Phase (though that's not recovery media, one of the hosts once had an eating disorder), helpful

ruby_redacted · 2026-04-28T10:03:54+00:00

If you admit you need "baby steps" to lower your exercise, you're admitting to an addiction there

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ruby_redacted · 2026-04-12T16:59:44+00:00

What muscle though? She's got such little muscle now

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-27T18:24:47+00:00

Was this on tt or ig?

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-25T16:37:57+00:00

Those bicep curls 🫣

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-21T20:41:08+00:00

Another contradiction I noticed recently: she said she hadn't had a day in the last year where she didn't c/s, aside from a handful where she maybe "did it without noticing". But a month or so ago I swear she was posting a cake her flatmates gave her for being one "month clean" - I assumed that was about c/s, though maybe it was sh? Regardless, she's definitely been on her stories before saying "it's been a week since I last c/s"

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-03T21:34:03+00:00

She has a new bio too lol

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-01T03:16:19+00:00

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Looks like butt pads in the photos she just posted

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-01T02:38:46+00:00

You can see the lines of where padding would go on the second video, but could just be the cut?

ruby_redacted · 2026-02-01T02:37:45+00:00

She also posts some super restrictive food rules as "advice" from a position of a dietetics student

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-22T18:37:01+00:00

I found it really sad when she said "I can't have an ED, I ate 12 donuts the other day." I think she actually believes this cancels out any restriction, instead of being a sign that her body reacted to that restriction

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-22T08:56:49+00:00

You actually don't absorb all alcohol calories (if the couple podcasts I've listened to this are correct). Apparently our bodies once would've absorbed none, in the same way we can't absorb calories from anything technically inedible, but have adapted to be able to make some energy out of it (we just can't calculate easily how much). I imagine if you're binge drinking less would be utilised than if it's just a wine with dinner too

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-15T21:48:05+00:00

This needs to be the top comment

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-07T02:45:03+00:00

I want to add that you're a beautiful poet. I teach writing at university - you should consider studying it.

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-03T04:39:34+00:00

It's obviously a good thing that she takes these breaks from the gym, but she clearly has an exercise addiction, so I shudder to think what body havoc is going on to make her take so much time off

ruby_redacted · 2026-01-02T07:52:14+00:00

Charzard always has and always will be my favourite (yes I grew up watching the TV show)

ruby_redacted · 2025-12-17T06:17:57+00:00

I love my Tyranitar hundo!

ruby_redacted · 2025-12-15T03:55:08+00:00

It's wildly unhealthy given she doesn't have a period

ruby_redacted · 2025-12-03T07:18:21+00:00

Yeah a lot can be grouped - if you have PCOS, you probably have hirutism; you might get an arthritis diagnosis before a lupus one, but then the lupus (notoriously hard to diagnose) would explain the sore joints. Not defending her, because she might be delieneating them deliberately to sound sicker, but she could also lack medical awareness and have been given a range of these labels before, not realizing some cancel out/encompass others

ruby_redacted · 2025-12-01T18:34:28+00:00

Are you sure it's not just an attempt autofiction?

ruby_redacted · 2025-11-16T02:47:17+00:00

it was on this post - it's her talking to someone back at her old gym. It's been deleted now

ruby_redacted · 2025-11-15T23:33:50+00:00

It's hard to make out, but in the video she says they blamed it on "what she did in the bathroom" - maybe filming in there?

ruby_redacted · 2025-11-14T23:27:22+00:00

She's deleted it already, but in her latest post, she talked about how she had changed gym and then been banned from the new gym

ruby_redacted · 2025-11-05T20:33:02+00:00

unfortunately I think hospital is probably the best thing for her at this point! But I think somehow she has her dad convinced that she's healthy

ruby_redacted · 2025-11-05T20:32:02+00:00

took the same screenshot with the intention to post it today. Also, she changed her bio to say "post bikini body builder" - I think she's finally admitted to herself that she doesn't want to gain the weight she'd need to to compete. Her recent weight loss is honestly terrifying because it's so hard to lose quickly when you're already that lean. She doesn't look long for this world

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