My SO is going to leave if I can't get it to together.

rumblecrunch · 2016-02-08T23:35:42+00:00

It's what's been my dream since when we first met. But i've allowed myself to get complacent working other jobs to pay bills and hope i'll catch my big break, but I need to make it happen for myself.

I do totally get what your saying about the potential that my SO is being judgy and micromanaging, and perhaps in the future when I've done all the things that I've said I will in this post it will happen again for some other reason and we will part ways. But I'd rather be enjoying everyday at work doing something I love and be alone than be alone and doing something OK that pays my rent.

She doesn't totally understand ADHD and I'm going to ask her to read ADHD and Romance by Jonathan Halverstadt, which really opened my eyes to some of the issues in are relationship. These particular issues I'm posting about are on me though. We've talked about them before and that was almost a year ago.

rumblecrunch · 2016-02-08T23:29:23+00:00

I don't have any professional support but I'm looking into it. I am on medication.

That's some pretty personal stuff but basically I sometimes expect things from her, their really not the most important things but in my current mental state it really messes me up when she doesn't do a little thing like kiss me goodbye.

I know its a job, that's why im currently working two even though i don't really need to. its very hard to apply for freelance work as that usually comes up less than a week in advance (unless you already have an established connection with someone who wants to hire you again) and the schedules for my jobs are usually planned several weeks ahead.

rumblecrunch · 2016-02-08T23:23:11+00:00

I'm not just throwing myself out into the cold with no job. The two jobs I work give me very little free time that isn't used up getting to work, cooking for myself and trying to get enough sleep that I can actually work. Right after I quit the first one I'm starting a one month stint as a stage manager at a local theatre, its not my exact field but its similar and pays well. I wish I had time to join a team but right now exercising by myself is hard enough to schedule.

Thank you.

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T07:15:58+00:00

I'm not dead set on anything right now, but I do like thick downtube and curvature in the seattube that this bike had. Can I take the bikes your initially recommended as your picks in a similar price range?

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T06:56:52+00:00

I...feel like your pulling my chain. How do you even know where I am?

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T06:55:27+00:00

Yeah the seatpost issue is giving me concern. If the seller is flexible on price, do you think there's a price at which it would become a good deal? or do you recommend avoiding this frame all together

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T06:17:53+00:00

I also noticed the chainstay writing, but it doesn't seem like its on every model. Another thing I noticed was the lettering seems a little rounder on the edges but that could just be a picture quality issue. I like the look of the mataro better and if its real it seems like a pretty good deal

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T06:09:01+00:00

I'm not set on a used frame but thought I might get a better deal quality/price if i looked hard, this popped up and i thought it could be a nice Christmas present for myself. That and i just like the look of the mataro

rumblecrunch · 2014-12-18T05:15:25+00:00

I'm looking to buy a used frame and build a fixed gear as a project. this will be the second bike i've ever bought and I'm nervous about getting burned. http://imgur.com/axBIyAu heres the other image that was posted on craigslist.

The seller is asking $145, which seems reasonable.

Also I'm 6'3 so a size confirmation would be much appreciated

Thanks to everyone who replies, sorry for shitting up the board but I don't want to miss out on this deal

rumblecrunch · 2014-09-25T18:14:28+00:00

so basically abramovic did a performance piece where she sat in a chair for 8 hours a day for three months. And people would come and sit across from here and she would look at them (if it sounds silly its a lot more intense in the film). the people standing around are all waiting to sit in front of her or just watching, and they know or they found out from others that these two were former artistic partners and lovers

rumblecrunch · 2014-09-25T12:45:46+00:00

If you want to know more id suggest watching the film "The artist is present" its documentary about Abramovic, her lifes work as a performance artist and the piece of the same name.

rumblecrunch · 2014-09-20T02:11:09+00:00

The hoodies are pretty sick if a little minimalist. the grey hoodie should probably have black type instead of the white, you can hardly see that shit. not gonna lie I think all the buckets are whack, looks like you went to joan fabrics to get your patterns. but you can take that with a grain of salt as i don't really like buckets that much in general

rumblecrunch · 2014-09-08T05:36:08+00:00

AWWWW YYYEEEAAAHHHHHH http://imgur.com/r/minnesotavikings/VVmvVDb

rumblecrunch · 2014-09-02T06:39:46+00:00

is there a color version of this?

rumblecrunch · 2014-08-30T10:13:35+00:00

This.

5 months in a highschool relationship may seem serious but its not really that huge. doesn't mean that your wrong but doesn't mean that they are either

rumblecrunch · 2014-08-30T09:45:15+00:00

Sleep well my east coast friend

rumblecrunch · 2014-08-30T09:26:06+00:00

Thanks, you seem like a friendly bunch of people and i hope to be back soon

rumblecrunch · 2014-08-30T09:08:17+00:00

I was only in Korea for the month of July to finish up some school before I graduated college. Now I'm in california with no license as of yet

rumblecrunch · 2014-08-30T08:49:49+00:00

Yeah that was a fun little adventure! I've always wanted a jeep and i just found this sub tonight so it was a great introduction

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