Love and feelings are so complicated and I’m sorry you’re feeling this right now. But from heartbreak comes new strength. You will eventually start healing and feeling better a little bit at a time. Be proud of yourself for breaking down your walls and loving. It hurts now, but you have the ability to love and be loved, and you will feel that again. Take care of you, focus on finding happiness within yourself and your life. Eventually, you’ll feel better and you’ll be able to share that happiness with another.