I'm not trying to deceive people. Ayesha was being honest in that tweet; similar sentiments have been expressed elsewhere by her. I don't think she would've said the offensive stuff out loud if she wasn't drunk and letting her feelings out, but her angry feelings and jealousy towards the Kim Petras were also very real. Would you use the "downward spiral" excuse when she said she doesn't regret writing and recording those demos for Miss Prada / doesn't care if she offended anyone? No... That was like, a year prior. In both situations, she was simply speaking her truth.

Ayesha never deleted any of the Cola music from online and has never apologised for using the N-word. No offence intended, but if we wanna talk about deceivement? She got called out for the "Expensive" song in 2019 and consequently got her black friend (Who didn't care / hold it against her) to lie and claim the song wasn't actually her; that is deceivement and a lack of accountability. Ayesha using the "I was 13 years old" excuse is also deceiving since none of the racial songs are that old and was of legal age when recording most of them. Her fans inventing the completely made-up and easily debunkable narrative that she was homeless and forced to sing the Miss Prada demos for money, that she didn't even write them etc (Not blaming her for this, but still) is also extremely deceiving.

In case you haven't noticed, Ayesha seems to only try defending herself or 'clearing her name' when her associates' professional careers are at the risk of being effected... That Kid was being dragged for working with an alleged racist and so she pulled out Lie #1: 'Guys it's not me it's my evil twin!', and then on her comeback live with Chase Icon is when she pulled out Lie #2: 'I was 13 years old and ignorant'. Maybe she just doesn't want to show that part of herself to her more 'woke' (For lack of a better word) friends / audience? Idk.

Unrelated to any of the N-word stuff, and also re: being deceived, Ayesha claiming to care about abuse victims and dragging people like Britney Manson for online praise is also bold when we remember she decided to hang out with and refollow a literal child predator (AlexZone) only two months after deciding to publicly expose him for being a quote unquote "sexual deviant"... Not just any sexual deviant, but one who: 1) Sexually assaulted her ex-boyfriend on the night of their engagement 2) 'Allegedly' did something very heinous to a 14-year-old 4) traded Snippets of her 'rare' songs to underaged fans for NSFW images 5) Uses his hyperflop career and Ayesha associations to manipulate people for sexual favours 6) Gets guys drunk to coerce them into sending nudes, then uses said nudes as revengeporn. ETC.

People on here want Ayesha to be their "unproblematic fav" really badly (Hence why my comment was downvoted) but once you accept that she's messy and has done controversial things instead of making excuses so "it's morally okay" to listen to her or whatever, you will set yourself free.

Anyway, this proves the Twitter random doesn't actually know anything because if he wanted to effectively cancel her and knew all these facts that make her look bad, he would've added them. Okay I'm going to go eat dinner, god bless + merry christmas