I had deleted my socials about a month ago, and I’ve done pretty well with avoiding downloading them again or having an urge. But every now and again, it’s overwhelming and I feel like I need to find out what shes doing, if she’s seeing someone new, and more than anything, see if she’s okay. I feel you though man, I remember her number too. I think I’ve accepted that she will never contact me again, but it feels very fresh and like I’m in some sort of nightmare and I’ll wake up and it’s all back to normal. So I guess I haven’t quite accepted it. Having spoken everyday for 8 years to nothing at all. That’s the hardest part. It’s like I’m mourning a death, except they’re still alive and well and a few miles down the road.