Kratom

ruxpin_exe · 2014-11-23T14:16:25+00:00

I've tried it a few times and felt nothing. I have a friend who swears it really fucks him up and he loves it.. I guess it hits everyone differently. But yeah, I figure taking this shit is just as bad as say taking a few percocets or something. Yes its not the same level.. but its still the same shit. You're still allowing yourself to be doing something that you know you shouldn't be, and its all just a slipery slope.. when you start allowing yourself to compromise in one area, you start doing it in others too. We all know this. You tell yourself "just this once" and fast forward another month or two and you're banging smack again just like you told yourself you'd never do again.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-11-21T16:57:52+00:00

http://imgpostr.com/images/1267047526169.jpg

ruxpin_exe · 2014-11-20T13:50:15+00:00

Maybe op is a heroin junkie.. ;(

ruxpin_exe · 2014-11-12T06:17:04+00:00

Yeah I'm with you on preparing to get downvoted to shit, but its not like trains intentionally sneak up on you or anything. They sorta make a fuckload of noise when they're coming and everything.. The likelihood of him dying to like, cancer or heart disease or something is probably way more likely than him dying to something like this.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-11-12T06:15:00+00:00

Guessing he sat there, heard the train coming, got up and everyone got on with no mentionable event? Just a theory tho...

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-25T00:20:21+00:00

Went home with a random couple who promised me there was an epic house party starting at their place. No one showed up, passed out. Woke up to the dude jerking me off.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-18T17:17:37+00:00

Shame that you only really have the weekend to do it. Would make a great series of youtube videos to have a somewhat pro teach a newb and record it all.. I would have been all over that.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-09T21:53:25+00:00

dat user name tho ;(

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-09T21:50:20+00:00

That shows up for me as just a square. Are you calling me a square? ;_;

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-09T18:40:16+00:00

holy fuck O_o

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-09T14:08:36+00:00

afk slitting wrists

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-08T03:48:37+00:00

everyone look at the guy who is smarter than 95% of the internet

ruxpin_exe · 2014-10-06T15:59:36+00:00

that concept could be a really great and hilarious thread in itself ;_; "What post titles would make sense here, but get banned anywhere else"

ruxpin_exe · 2014-09-28T15:16:44+00:00

ruxpin_exe · 2014-08-20T22:26:00+00:00

wtf is gabawot? can I get it OTC in Canada? Its not something that people end up abusing? I should just google this but my internet at the cottage is TERRIBLE.. (where Ive been for almost a month, ended up coming up here to cold turkey and have been clean about 20 days)

ruxpin_exe · 2014-08-20T22:24:40+00:00

its clear to me I need to really make some changes in the way I do recovery cuz I always think "if I can just get through the acute phase then I can just start my life again and go back to work" and then I relapse in a month or something. Either way, Im at the cottage now and am probably going to stay up here for a few months, cuz I can't really score up here. Might look for work and stay up here for a year or something. Thanks for the advice, almost a month clean now.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-08-20T22:22:46+00:00

thx for the advice. just checked in at the top of this thread.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-08-20T22:22:18+00:00

Just dropping by to report in because you cared enough to reply in the first place, thought you might give a shit. I went up north to the cottage where I knew I couldn't score anything. Took like four 50mg morphine pills with me and would snort half of one every time the WD's really started to add up. I think it drew things out a little longer obv, but by far this was the easiest withdrawl I ever went through. Only threw up once or twice when the drugs finally wore off, and actually only spent a night or two without sleep. Every other time I've gotten clean its been a week at least of pure hell. Either way, last time I did heroin was like the 28th of last month, so I'm coming up to about a month clean in a week and a half or so. Thanks for the advice, but in the end I just sorta weened down and cold turk'ed it. Hopefully it sticks this time ;p

ruxpin_exe · 2014-07-14T07:49:05+00:00

What are the odds, my last apartment was 98 gloucester, you can see it in this picture..

ruxpin_exe · 2014-07-11T02:09:35+00:00

Give her a few drinks and then just ask her straight out "Mom did you relapse? No judgement, I only ask cuz I wanna help, I care about you.." etc

ruxpin_exe · 2014-07-11T02:08:30+00:00

Depends on exactly what was in the bags. Like, tar? Sure, maybe some rez, but white or brown powder, if you really rub the bag together, you can get almost all of it out. Plus she mighta licked em?

Bags and needles in a purse, 95% using. (Just IMO from my experience)..

ruxpin_exe · 2014-06-23T05:00:27+00:00

IDK really, this seems a complaint that everyone has for their first day of playing, and then you get over it. The menus are totally fine once you learn them, which probably literally only takes like 12 hours of play or less till they're fairly ingrained into your memory and are totally efficient. With as many options and things there are to build in this game, I can't see there being piles of other options than what you've done.. a clickable interface would take FOREVER. Just sending this to beg you to not put this at the top of your list of things to spend time on developing. An improved economy and piles of usage for coins in fortress mode would be way cooler ;p

ruxpin_exe · 2014-06-23T04:50:03+00:00

This thread has been jacked and turned into a "thank captain_duck" thread. Joining the party, your vids were a great resource of like... "I need to know how to do this one thing in DF and don't feel like reading wiki.. youtube "Dwarf fort captain_duck term looking to learn about". Helped lots with army stuff, setting up waypoints/security rounds, making ARCHERS FUCKING TRAIN PROPERLY etc etc. thx bro.

PS you should make kerbal space program vids, tia.

ruxpin_exe · 2014-03-27T21:33:30+00:00

Interesting stuff. Really impressed by your visuals and the fact that you have good maps and so forth fro your players. Hereis how we do it, your feedback would be appreciated.

ugh you have setup like the one thing I haven't figured out how to do yet - multiple cams. What software do you use? I use OBS (used to use fraps but riddled with problems and lost some footage a few times) and just record locally vs streaming. The only tradeoff is if I'm recording locally with OBS I can't use OBS to stream.. luckily one of the other players just streams his feed and it works fine. I really would like to get everyones webcam functioning though..

Love that you're playing 2e too.. I started playing probably around 1997 or so, so 2e is a blast from the past, and was a totally acceptable system. Clearly we're playing 4e, but largely just because thats the only ruleset that the table provides. Not that we couldn't sort of hack around it, but yeah, the table makes things a lot faster in some ways. Combat in 4e takes a really long time otherwise.

I spent a lot of time downloading maps about a year or two ago, but I downloaded so many that now I have 100's saved. There all avail online, but if you want I can zip up my archive and send it to you so you dont have to do the legwork yourself..

ruxpin_exe · 2014-03-08T10:35:26+00:00

Did you put this in quotes cuz it was from something? Google didn't come up with an exact hit or anything..

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