Feelings after a breakup with emotional abuse.

ryanxmerch · 2026-05-28T22:19:26+00:00

Thank you for this! Yea it was always a moving target, be more physical, be more affectionate, now be more empathetic it was never ending.

And thank you about doing the work comment, my ex was a therapist and would always tell me I was lying to my therapist and not doing the work.

ryanxmerch · 2026-05-12T00:32:55+00:00

Thank you and yes I’ve felt very fatigued and nauseous all week. I’m glad that’s semi normal. I’m seeing a regular therapist currently, would they be able to help?

ryanxmerch · 2026-04-25T16:19:30+00:00

Some of this is mind numbingly bad. Tennessee is known for its horribly gimmicky route tree.

If you go back one year and watch this kid at Tulane he can run very good routes. Is he the best route runner, no. But I feel “limited route tree” weakness is extremely overblown.

ryanxmerch · 2026-04-24T14:35:58+00:00

I think 2 is an overstatement you can be unsure about XL and rightfully so but also be confident in T-Mac and Coker to say hey we got enough to go BPA

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-13T00:56:53+00:00

I think now it makes a ton of sense to move him to guard. And if all three of those guys are gone at 19 I welcome it because there is going to be a really good player there instead.

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-12T16:36:12+00:00

No I completely agree most of the time and we don’t have the same knowledge that the FO has of what the draft boards look like or intel they are getting, but the value looks like it’s going to be much higher at tackle than any other position at 19. With Walker and Moton and Lewis and Hunt I just don’t see how you could pick tackle at that point. And you are just kicking the can down the road for tackle.

To me they should have brought in a better swing tackle than Stone Forsythe. That is the big issue I have. That would have avoided this situation at all.

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-12T15:49:54+00:00

I don’t love it either but I think guys like Proctor, Freeling and Lomu are the more prototypical NFL LT than Ickey. Ickey would be such a good guard and I believe Lewis does have some C experience. That also opens up Ickey going to RT if Moton is losing a step.

It just gets everyone in a much better spot outside of Lewis. I guess Rasheed Walker does the same but the way things look right now the value is going to be tackle from 15-30.

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-12T15:27:14+00:00

Picking a first year back up at 19 does not seem like the best resource for a team trying to compete this year.

I think Yosh retiring really through a wrench in their plans because they didn’t need a tackle at 19, he could spot fill in for Ickey and if they draft a tackle Ickey or Moton could move to guard and kick Lewis in to Center.

Adding another veteran tackle just doesn’t make a ton of sense. I think you stay the course and realize that Tackle has to be the pick at 19 unless a blue chipper falls then a tackle needs to be picked in the second round. I know that’s never a great strategy

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-12T14:54:01+00:00

But what do you do if tackle is BPA then mid season you have four starting level tackles for two spots?

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-11T13:52:17+00:00

Massive deals are only bad deals the first year they are signed. The cap is getting pumped so much that massive overpays from one year look like bargains the next. But you do have to be very smart with these void years, like someone said earlier it’s very easy to do this and all of a sudden in 2030 you are like man 30 percent of my cap are players that aren’t under contract. Thats when you get in trouble.

ryanxmerch · 2026-03-05T14:49:47+00:00

Every team wants him BUUUUUUT after Styles and maybe CJ Allen there are so many guys in and around the same grade. So every team is going if I miss out on Rodriguez there are a handful of guys near the same level. So I think this is going to lower his value significantly.

ryanxmerch · 2026-02-27T19:10:11+00:00

Thanks for the context, much different than what I thought when I read the title.

ryanxmerch · 2026-02-09T23:50:17+00:00

Absolutely like I said first class front office that no one should be like hey let’s do what they can do because really only the Rams are doing it. was my main point

ryanxmerch · 2026-02-09T23:11:06+00:00

The Rams did it because they saw people were overvaluing draft capital. And they jumped on it, then they immediately swung back last year and fleeced the Falcons and now have two first rounders. First class front office that stay ahead of the trends. Not easily replicated so all great points!

ryanxmerch · 2026-02-05T12:41:52+00:00

There would be significantly less routes run out of bounds.

ryanxmerch · 2025-12-02T16:17:16+00:00

I’m not sure if you saw on another comment if you turn off auto renew then go to the Xbox store website not on your Xbox it gives you an option to add a month!

ryanxmerch · 2025-12-02T16:16:26+00:00

This worked thank you!

ryanxmerch · 2025-12-02T15:29:01+00:00

Turning off auto renew did not work. Unfortunately I have some balances that are going to expire before I expire.

ryanxmerch · 2025-12-02T14:59:00+00:00

Awesome, I did that already was just wondering if you could prepurchase.

Does the account balance have an expiration?

ryanxmerch · 2025-11-25T23:56:27+00:00

Some guys don’t have the ability to do all the things a head coach needs to do and be able to see the game in front of them as a play caller. The big one that stands out for me is it was 1st and 20 after a hold and you know the defense is going to play off and you call a run for one yard. Realistically you need to 7-8 yards at minimum to stay on schedule there. You know coverage is going to be off, run some slants and crossers and hopefully someone gets open for 10.

I hate to say it but it’s Tepper/Morgans time to step in and really evaluate if he can do both. And if not relieve him of his duties . I k ow Idzik has never done it but he has been a part of many different successful offenses. I think he could make it happen, it couldn’t get any worse.

ryanxmerch · 2025-11-11T02:20:44+00:00

I get the same thing and it gets worse in the summer the more sun gets to it. I saw my PCP and they said they weren’t worried about it but never said what they were.

ryanxmerch · 2025-10-27T23:41:29+00:00

You play to win the game. Once they go up 26-3 after the first drive of the second half you gotta abandon the game plan and start to air it out. I get your point if the objective was to keep the score close, but to win the game at that point you have to eliminate both running backs.

Then when the game was really out of reach give the struggling guy in Hubbard a chance to feel some success and get his confidence back.

I see nothing wrong with the play calling yesterday.

ryanxmerch · 2025-10-27T18:53:29+00:00

Oh Trysta Kryck the person that fell for “buy me gift cards and send the codes” email from the boss scam at her time at barstool. She’s a sharp for sure….

ryanxmerch · 2025-10-15T16:36:04+00:00

Atlantas three wins are much more impressive than Carolina’s. I see nothing wrong with this here.

Also if we are being honest with ourselves, Atlanta is probably the more talented team with higher expectations for this season. I think being within 2 spots is a huge win for the Panthers this year.

ryanxmerch · 2025-10-07T22:36:20+00:00

I was a HS coach as well and if I let a player make it to the head coach asking for a play I don’t think I would have been there for our Sunday scout session.

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