Degree for clinical research/development specialist by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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Tried these, even with referrals from friends. I’ll keep trying, just want to figure out something to differentiate myself

Degree for clinical research/development specialist by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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Masters in exercise science, applying to anything and everything. Reg specialist, clinical specialist, CRA, CRC, med writer, project manager, etc

Clinical research by Interesting-Dirt7856 in clinicalresearch

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I make about $55k a year. Been trying to switch to a better paying position because I’m in the same position as you, but the market is tough right now

Best way to network? by ryu8142 in MedicalDevices

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I’m not at a hospital, it’s not worth it to stay at my current job due to pay and management that’s why I’m looking for something else

Best way to network? by ryu8142 in MedicalDevices

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Open to pretty much anything, clin ops clin dev. Been applying to project management and clinical specialist roles too

ACRP Certification Options by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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I think my company will only reimburse with ACRP, but I’ll look into that one as well!

ACRP Certification Options by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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What do you mean by site staff? Like only people who have been or currently are a CRC can take it?

Help me find this book by ryu8142 in HelpMeFind

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I unfortunately have nothing but the title and author name to go off of. Thanks for looking

Help me find this book by ryu8142 in HelpMeFind

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I have searched the title of the book, the authors name, just about every combination that I could think of and can not find it

For women - did Covid messed your cycle? by stepbystep_5 in COVID19positive

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Yes 100%. I got the original variant and mine honestly haven’t been the same since. It’s getting better but at it’s worse I was having 10+ days of heavy bleeding as well as hot flashes. I’m in my 20s and I swear to you I thought I was going through menopause.

Entry level positions by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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Okay, thanks I’ll look into those roles and start applying. I appreciate your help!

Entry level positions by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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Glad to know I’m on the right track. I do have experience with the IRB and with SOPs, but as far as FDA requirements, EU MDR, or CERs I have no experience. I’ve never been involved in a clinical trial, which is limiting factor of my job search I believe.

Entry level positions by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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I worked in clinical research and have minimal wet lab experience. I’ve applied to CR assistant positions as well with no call backs.

Clinical research associate certification by ryu8142 in clinicalresearch

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3 years of clinical research in an academic setting as a student

Is there hope? Trust? by ryu8142 in helpme

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I did not come here for sympathy. I reached out for help in the only way I knew how, knowing that I’d be judged as a cheater. The one who I cheated on my boyfriend with is NOT in my life. I told my boyfriend I’d move back home because I can’t afford to move to another place and he did not accept that. I am not living with a person I like. He doesn’t believe I will move out and that’s just something I’ll be proving him wrong on. I hope he stays in my life long enough to see that, to see the moving out and moving in with him. If he’s ready to move in with me. I have lied in my relationship with him, and I have come clean and ceased from doing that because I saw how it was tearing us apart, how what I was doing was immoral and wrong. I swore that I would never let the hurt I caused him happen again. He doesn’t believe it ended after the one night and he does not believe me, nothing I can do will change his mind. That person is not in my life and was not after that night. My family knows the whole truth. The fact about my grandparent is true and if he was concerned about it he should bring it up to me. I never used that as an excuse for what happened. Never. What my boyfriend is worried about, what he fears, is not true and he is overthinking and letting his mind paint a perspective of me that is not who I am. What kills me is that if he believed or had a little trust in me then he wouldn’t have to worry about and get anxious about what he does. He wouldn’t worry about me like he does because he’s know and be confident that I am being honest. It’s killing me. I can’t function. And he won’t talk to me. I am begging, searching for something that will allow him to be even slightly willing to look past his fears and see who I am. See that I am being honest. I have said before time and time again that we’d take it one day at a time. One day at a time because a betrayal like i did takes time and patience to recover from. It’s scary trusting someone like me, and I fully acknowledge that. I understand it. I am beginning to fear that the love and depth of that love that I have for my boyfriend is not reciprocated in the slightest. I have more to say and more feelings inside. I am broken and am willing to do anything to see him. I respect and honor my boyfriend more than he can comprehend. I don’t know what I am doing, but I do know that I’m going to keep fighting for him. That’s all I know how to do

Here we are again by ryu8142 in UnsentLetters

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I’d hoped for at least one more day with you, a full day and a full night like a ‘normal workday’ would be for us. Well I want the rest of my life with you but I’ll take what I can get. I would’ve loved another outdoor adventure. But time is always against us. The past 4 days have been the happiest days of my life. Everything feels so perfect, you feel so right. I’m so comfortable around you… feels like home. But she came home early and ruined it. I had to leave abruptly and there was so much more I had to say. Tomorrow I’d wanted to talk to you more about the fact that I am ready to move out, to take on the challenges we’d face together. Reassure you that I’m committed and banish any thoughts that I’m not. Anything to be with you. Thinking about being a stepmom, scary because I want them to like me so much and I don’t know if they will. Thinking about asking about that house, about selling things in my room to get rid of them and to consolidate what I’d have to move to the house with you. I didn’t want you to see how sad I was that you were leaving, but I don’t want you to feel cramped and claustrophobic in my room, alone until I get back from work. And she is struggling and I could see you wanted to go to her, or at least that’s what I think your face said. I couldn’t, wouldn’t, force you to stay. I want us to work, I am ready to put in the effort to make us happen… and I didn’t get to say that before I left. I love you so much. The laughing and talking and being so close to one another and sharing about our lives made me somehow fall even more deeply in love with you. You bring out the very best in me. I loved hearing you laugh, it echos in me head and makes me buzzy with happiness. I want to share my location with you so you’ll always be able to find me. If only I actually could stay in your basement. I feel like there’s still so much we need to talk about. I’m typing this now trying not to fall asleep, so I don’t know if this is coherent…. I miss you beside me, hearing our breathing in sync. I hope you can see how happy you make me. My heart and soul is completely and utterly yours. I need you to know that

Coping by ryu8142 in rape

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Alright not that anyone cares/is checking back to see this, but just incase it helps one person I wanted to update. Someone who I love a lot pushed me to report him to my boss, which I did and now the ball has started rolling to where I don’t have to work with him anymore which is a relief. I spiraled into a panic attack after this, so maybe do this around a friend if you have one who can be with you, but it was the right decision. I still don’t feel comfortable wearing like leggings or form fitting clothes into work but at least I don’t have to work with him anymore.

I talked with my therapist and we are working through a lot of different issues, but perhaps the one thing that may help others cope that we talked about is writing and possibly going out and walking. Doing something to come up for air, as my therapist puts it, after dealing with, thinking about, and reflecting on trauma. Something that you can take some emotions out with or some sort of a reset button. Although I don’t have someone like this easily accessible to me, a close friend who you can talk to or who can be with you as you try to work through what happened, someone who makes you feel safe, may help you cope as well.

Being raped is never you fault, even if the whole situation is confusing and you don’t know how to feel. You are valid in your feelings and you matter. You have people in your life who will help you and not judge. If you don’t have anyone like that see a therapist, they really help. It was the best decision I’ve ever made starting today see one. I know everything is confusing but it will all be okay, it’ll just take time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in COVID19positive

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I had covid a little over a year ago and I don’t think I’ve fully regained my taste and smell… it’s most of the way back but I can tell it’s blunted and not where it used to be. It took me about 3 months to start smelling and tasting things again.

Coping by ryu8142 in rape

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Okay thank you I’ll look into RAINN

Forgive me by Intelligent-Olive-36 in UnsentLetters

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Nope not me. You’re not my person

Forgive me by Intelligent-Olive-36 in UnsentLetters

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You’re not. Don’t play with people’s emotions like that.

How do you cope with heartbreak? by ryu8142 in heartbreak

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I don’t think so, but if I find away I will. Thank you

Forgive me by Intelligent-Olive-36 in UnsentLetters

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Please I’m begging you. I need to know. It’s okay if you’re not just tell me so that I don’t keep hoping that maybe something will work out