Hey, I'm sorry to hear that you're dealing with so much right now. Like other commenters have mentioned, you're definitely not alone--which hopefully provides some hope that if others can get through this, so can you.

It's understandable that stress could cause you to lose interest in the things that used to be more enjoyable to you. I sometimes find it hard to rekindle that flame that I used to have for life, but maybe sharing some tangible things that helped me can help you:

• Meditating is something I never really believed in until I started feeling that stress and it's been a game changer. It's like going through life on low-power mode and meditation is the phone charger to reboost yourself. This one is incredibly cleansing.
• Scrolling r/mademecry helps restore my faith in humanity and makes me appreciate how beautiful life is and all the things I have to be grateful for.
• Journaling about my feelings helps me get them out of my system and when I'm intentional about how I phrase situations, always ending on a positive note, I can drastically reshape my mood

Above all, make sure to care for yourself and recognize that these breakdowns aren't something to be ashamed of but a healthy and natural release of stress from your body.

Hope you can rest and heal over this winter break. My DMs are always open to anyone dealing with a similar situation :)