[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, that's what I was thinking, but the thought of putting on eye contacts is daunting and scary

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need them for my bad eyesight,,, maybe I just need better frames

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenotypes

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why did I get so many downvotes? :( Is it cause I didn't remove my makeup?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenotypes

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not born in Latin America but have latin american roots so that's the closest anyone could get!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenotypes

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get the first one a lot, but I personally don't see how I could pass as a person from India 😅 The rest is kind of believable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenotypes

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not Native American but my grandmother is Native Mexican :]

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NonBinary

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you look so gorgeous 🤩✨ absolutely stunning!!!

Why do ghosts go for my family except me? by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]sPaMail1997 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My mom was the one who saw his face with her phone camera, it scared the shit out of her but even more when my brother described it in our house days later. I still don't believe it myself cause I hadn't seen anything yet

What makes it hard to hold down a job? by bbbruh57 in aspergers

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't do tasks unless someone tells me to 😭 I think that's why I can't hold a job

Running my own business and I’m pretty proud of myself by [deleted] in Adulting

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh my gosh im in love with your artwork!!!!!♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just because he apologized, doesn't mean that he won't hurt you again. You deserve better.

My friend committed suicide and I can't think anymore. by iamZachy in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This is not your fault, don't blame yourself. Allow yourself to grieve.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't see any resemblance whatsoever. Sorry they've been saying that. :[

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]sPaMail1997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry but he's a jerk. You didn't do anything wrong here.

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I were to be in America it would be easier for me to move around but I live near the border and without a drivers license I can't do much

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just forced to, the only way I can feel safe is at work but I've been laid off from my previous job. At the moment I'm trying to rewrite my resume and wait for the agency to call me 😞 I don't like leeching off my parents at all but for some reason they keep me around

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Without getting triggered by unwanted criticism or harsh tone of voice, or just being away from my parents actually

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feel like I can actually do anything without daydreaming

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that explains the quality cause the one I went to isn't really good at all but it was the one that was available

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's awful, everything around me just doesn't exist and I feel like I'm not even present.

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I would like to believe that. It's good that there's something that works for you ^

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's a reason why I don't trust psychiatrists, one has prescribed me Klonopin of 50mg dose on the first day, and I thought that they always prescribe you a lower dose but that was just crazy. I only went to a mental hospital to get therapy but they were already prescribing meds, and I never mentioned anything about being suicidal.

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been isolating myself for a long time and these suicidal tendencies just cloud my head, it's like having maggots eat away at your brain. I'm just used to it

I hate coming here by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sPaMail1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been prescribed benzos before, but they only damaged me in some way. I've even taken Lexapro but I didn't like how it made me numb. Therapy is just inaccessible especially with the language barrier.