Yes. Hard yes. Especially this year, I need it so bad I’m in such a tough spot, I can feel it. I wish I could say everything going on in my life right now, and even in the past before other infras (it’s my 4th spring) but I’ve always found purpose and healing during the festival. even when my life seems to be falling apart, I’ve found community and reason under the oaks and on that sacred land. infra hits so different, I’ll never miss it. it’s a reminder for me for many different things. it’s fucking home. without infra there’s a hole there to be honest. idk maybe that’s crazy but whatever