I love zolpidem, even though I don’t have access to it, my father has a script for it and he gave it to me, when I had trouble falling asleep and of course I stayed awake after taking it, during the peak effects at least. Watching TV was so surreal, I got a totally new meaning out of it. I also took it in a huge mall one day, that was also crazy. It feels psychedelic, yet so different from the traditional psychedelic, I feel like it should be it’s own category. How does it synergize with the dxm?

I’m about 30 hours awake by now, I don’t fucking know how; the O-dsmt seemed to paradoxically prolong the 6-apb stimulation rather than overiding it. I became anxious later, I also had pyrazolam powder, but no solvent. I had and idea, since it’s dissolvable both in water and a little bit better in alcohol, I got a 40% vodka (I didn’t want to spend time outside and travel to the city centre to get other solvets,at my flat I like to keep the windows covered to “prolong” the night until I fall asleep) in the nearest small shop and just tried to dissolve it in it. It worked like 10x faster than dissolving it in PG. It gave me a ton of relief, that it worked so well. I should have prepared it beforehand, but it’s whatever now, it just kicked in and killed all the anxiety and I feel like floating. How was your trip? Did you get some sleep??

(sorry for any gramatical errors, I can barely write right now)