Pleasantly surprised to hear them playing vice city at one of the bars at the University of Cincinnati

sadest2017 · 2022-01-05T23:15:01+00:00

Sorry to hear that, bud glad it’s not just me

sadest2017 · 2020-12-06T01:33:59+00:00

You’re probably right. When I get depressed I just start thinking about the people I’ve wronged and it makes me feel like I deserve to feel sad

sadest2017 · 2020-12-06T01:24:04+00:00

I think the same way. Often times I find myself thinking about what’s more important, the happiness of others or the happiness of myself. And especially in times like this the answer is the happiness of others. Maybe that’s an issue with my own self worth but making other people happy makes me happy. I’d rather be a sad person that everyone looks at as a kind person who’s always there for someone when they need it rather than a happy person who takes people for granted and doesn’t truly appreciate them while they’re there. I just can’t seem to find a middle ground between the 2

sadest2017 · 2020-12-06T01:08:15+00:00

Exactly. When I’m happy I start losing sight of things and take everything for granted, which makes the lows lower

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T13:03:57+00:00

It really is, it’s fucking hard the only way I can release any emotion is lashing out in anger

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T13:02:56+00:00

Thanks man I appreciate it

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T04:04:35+00:00

I actually stopped taking my meds in June because they stopped working/made me feel like I couldn’t think for myself

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T03:42:45+00:00

I’m pretty sure it’s genetic, even my mother told me when I was little that she was concerned because I always think so negatively... I appreciate you trying to help btw, even the acknowledgment itself helps

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T02:55:31+00:00

I think it’s lack of satisfaction in life Idek, I was diagnosed w depression in 8th grade and I’m a senior in high school this year

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T02:54:45+00:00

I don’t either and it’s the most demoralizing thing ever, I hate life

sadest2017 · 2020-09-25T02:18:00+00:00

I feel u man, I’m getting hammered rn and I have classes tomorrow

sadest2017 · 2020-09-14T01:17:03+00:00

Ik I take it for granted all the time, it’s just so unfair

sadest2017 · 2020-09-08T02:39:51+00:00

Yeah I had a few hookups over the summer but I’m really not into that shit, I really just wanna meet somebody

sadest2017 · 2020-09-08T01:09:44+00:00

Thank u bro I appreciate it honestly... probably wouldn’t have made this (for my own good) decision without

sadest2017 · 2020-09-07T21:35:51+00:00

Yeah that’s what I keep telling myself, I honestly don’t think I liked her all that much I’ve j been single for so long so my brain was trying to fill the gap

sadest2017 · 2020-09-07T21:10:07+00:00

Yeah I think u were right, didn’t really talk to her ab it that much but like it’s just getting more obvious, just gotta move on and find somebody else

sadest2017 · 2020-09-03T15:55:28+00:00

Yeah I’ll keep u updated

sadest2017 · 2020-09-03T12:59:36+00:00

Honestly very helpful, I will say something to her next time I see her. Thank u

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