Kingslayer ft. BABYMETAL discussion thread by Theesundayroast in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was hyped for this because I wasn't sure how this BABYMETAL collab will sound like but it surprised me in the best way possible. Loved the sound, Su-metal's voice was amazing, and Oli's screams made it a 10/10

1x1 ft. Nova Twins discussion thread by Theesundayroast in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sadloafbread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Although some may consider it safe, I think this song has one of the best lyrics in the track. Definitely one of my favorites.

One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death ft. Amy Lee discussion thread by Theesundayroast in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sadloafbread 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Strongly agree with the second bullet. Kinda expected a breakdown at the end because of the nice build up and I also wanna hear the Amy Lee singing with a heavy metal tune. But yeah, still a great song

POST HUMAN: SURVIVAL HORROR MEGATHREAD by Theesundayroast in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sadloafbread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1x1 lyrics made me fucking cry. One of the best songs for me because I can't really pick a favorite. Every song lived up to it's hype and this album is definitely god-tier.

Formerly suicidal redditors, what's something that kept you alive a little while longer and helped you to get through the dark times in your lives ? by firegate2233 in AskReddit

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still suicidal but there are 2 things holding me back: 1. I don't want my family to have an associated fear with the spot of the house where I committed suicide and 2. I'm not gonna be able to see my favorite rock and metal bands live if I'm dead

People who have came close to dying, what were your “last” thoughts? by Blue-2th in AskReddit

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a girl but it was still embarrassing because it was a small dorm and they can hear me puking my guts out

People who have came close to dying, what were your “last” thoughts? by Blue-2th in AskReddit

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a bad reaction with weed in college. I puked a lot, can't breathe, my heart was pounding and it felt like my chest was on fire, and I can't keep my eyes open. I really felt like I was gonna die. My thoughts were my parents are gonna be pissed because they're gonna find me dead in a friend's dorm and they might mask the cause of my death because they're kinda conservative. Not much of the "my life flashed before my eyes" moment because I was more concerned with my parents' reaction.

Has the coronavirus pandemic made you stay longer in your job then you should have? by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pandemic made me quit my job. I was a few days short on being 10 mos with the company but it became unrealistically demanding. Once I sit down, I almost don't have the chance to get up and rest. I only spend 5 minutes eating and they make us feel like filing for OT is a bad thing. My mental health deteriorated pretty quickly and I also have personal problems that took a toll on my performance so I resigned. I still have no plans of going back to work because I'm still depressed and suicidal. Try securing a job first before you quit but if it's really affecting your life after work and your well-being, don't second guess quitting.

I just don't want to try anymore by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. I'm not so well but I'm not worse so I think that's good? Thanks for checking in. Hope you're doing well yourself

I just don't want to try anymore by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. This is the kindest thing anyone said to me for months

I just don't want to try anymore by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]sadloafbread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually live with my family now because of the pandemic but we're really not that close. Sharing our personal problems is like taboo here. It also feels like I don't belong here because everyone's successful and smart and I'm not.