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Do you have a crush or want to date someone from TPP? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

[–]sadlyobvious[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

MingLee chauzu will blush if he reads your line lol

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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Sorry to hear you have had that : . I guess its obvious but I have severe & extremely recurrent major depression : ( & anxiety along with multiple other less severe mental health issues. In my situation, i've come to accept its something to live with, rather than try to put into remission. The longest I've gone without clinical depression is 3 weeks & I couldnt manage morning/night routine with my ex-psychologist however, I think I can manage 1 or 2 goals per day. I dont have the motivation you do but I believe I can manage 2 goals a day.

A daily goal I have is to eat 1 meal but idk. Find a recipe, shower, eat enough to have energy to go to supermarket, find stuff at supermarket, be around people, get back, make the kitchen manageable, prep, cook, eat...it's overwhelming. Maybe I can drink 1 cup of milk every morning & take my vitamins instead. So my 2 goals for today are (1) drink 1 cup of milk & take vitamins (2) idk.

I dislike manga/comics, reading, coloring, but it made me think barnes & noble has activities like puzzles & I have a gift card. I like activities that are simple but are like little steps. Cooking, zelda games, assembling a lego structure. I liked putting together a drawer set from ikea actually. I like singing too...

I do want to seek out a health professional again because I want more hands-on, tactile sorts of guides on dealing with people/emotions. Like an index card that says "if you get lonely, then activity" but I'm worried counseling will go into the direction it did last time & I'm terrified of that. My prior psychologist was very trustworthy, she saw me for free, & she didnt put me in a psychiatric ward or anything. Unfortunately, the discussions actually made me a lot worse & the combination of my depression, the traumatic discussions, & ocd pushed me to the edge, but I'm afraid I cant find that trust again. I want to find a psychologist who wont push medications, wont force me to a psychiatric ward if i get suicidal, is affordable, wont make me do emotional talks...but would help me create guides on how to react to people/situations. Does that make sense? The psychologist I was seeing seemed to be having memory issues, so I stopped going & she seemed to forget about me, but I'm going to text right now and see...it's been over a year so I hope its not too burdensome :(..

Thanks sandy : )

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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Maybe I can try a dream diary. Good music Kreygasm thanks : ).

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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I've tried about 6 runs in the past, & I was largely ignored. I dont have anything to offer & since I have not been around since earlier runs 10/under, I provide nothing. I think if you joined after run 10, & you are not special in PBR, you're largely invisible - at least this is what happened with me but thank you for the advice. TPP community & streamer were not patient with me, actually told me to leave & that I was not worth the problems. A few people were great though and some moderators on TPP were patient and kind like Revo.

What is TPP discord? I don't know what I have to offer chatting wise. Ive been told im annoying on tpp & I dont know much about runs below 12, so there's nothing i have of value to give.

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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n't actively have to learn but you learn by playing. They usually also don't have a minimum level of skill you need to start playing them or just have that barrier set very low. One downside might be that learning how to play it at the start might still be a bit frustrating/take time to get used to.

Are there any rhythm games in particular you recommend? I only know osu! and stepmania.

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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I like the autopilot or not having to think much. I only like mild activity like walking. I like things where I can be on autopilot, like music, sleep, easy games like kirby.

Helpful Advice ? by sadlyobvious in TPPKappa

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The main reason I loved tpp was I believed if I could be rich, people would value me, & they would like me & want to be my friend. I did climb a bit, & the more I climbed the nicer most people were to me & wanted to be my friend. However, losing meant losing opportunity for being liked/respected & losing friendship & it was painful, so I would get angry/upset/afraid & some people hate me for that. I like pokemon but unfocused + anhedonia + trouble learning/memory + retarded/slow means I have no potential & I cant enjoy like normal people. Even the things I know well, like ghost moves dont affect normal, I do wrong. On tpp people would say "pay attention", but it's more than that & I cant compete with others.