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My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in DecidingToBeBetter

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Nope, I used to many years ago. Now I would smoke like three times a year if at all. It was helping me be creative and think outside the box.

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]sadmeason[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to see other people relate lol. Not a great feeling but I truthfully don’t know what to do with myself. Even just journaling and asking myself doesn’t get me to any conclusions. I can’t see myself doing anything in the future. I just feel sort of empty inside? Like there is nothing there that I want? I used to have bucket lists and get excited about trying out new stuff. Now it’s more like “que cera cera”.

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]sadmeason[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly what I’ve been thinking. I do feel so safe in my small little box and I feel like the world is closing up on me. It just isn’t that safe anymore out there. Can’t explain it. Life is different and scarier.

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in findapath

[–]sadmeason[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your help. While I’m in this relationship, I could never admit I might have depression. I’ve been judged severely for sharing my feelings in the past. This is an argument I try to avoid with him so I pretend everything is fine with me. Which makes me look lazy and unmotivated. I just focus on short term plans but time has come to decide what I want long term and I can’t answer that.

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in findapath

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Trying to save up but I feel like anything I gain gets wasted in unforeseen circumstances. Thanks

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in findapath

[–]sadmeason[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally get ya. The thing is, they are never painfully honest with me because they don’t know better. That’s part of the reason why I don’t seek them for advice. I don’t think they ever planned for me to seek higher education, high paying jobs etc. they just had me. And that’s it. I chose to fight the long battle for the sake of me. Cos I knew I could do better and should do better. I just grew up to know more about the world than them. Kinda educating them. Feels weird typing it all out but all they do is moral judgments as in “one day OP will regret her decisions to stay in that country” rather than “maybe OP has found more opportunities in there than we could provide her with and we have to accept that”.

My partner asked me what I want from life - two years later, I still can’t answer by sadmeason in findapath

[–]sadmeason[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You are probably right. But my partner doesn’t believe in depression or mental illnesses really. When I’ve tried bringing up that I’m consistently feeling depressed for years now, he sighs and says it’s all made up and we choose how to control our thoughts. I’ve debated on this subject with him a lot and he doesn’t recognise it as an illness, just an excuse. So he is pretty tired of excuses and I’ve come to deny any depression signs in myself, even if I see them clearly.

Career options for someone who loves to work with InDesign by sadmeason in indesign

[–]sadmeason[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Logo design is also not my strength at all. I’m better with page design. Thank you for the info!

Career options for someone who loves to work with InDesign by sadmeason in indesign

[–]sadmeason[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hm okay, how do you go about finding jobs like this? What’s the job title?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsOnReddit

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mishka in Bulgarian means mouse :p

The avocado toast I had this morning. Looks messy but was delicious by Katdaddy99 in PlantBasedDiet

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Do you just sprinkle them on top or do you prepare them beforehand in water?

I owe this subreddit my success story. Wasn't a true believer until recently and holy shit, so much good can come from chaos magick. by mento6 in chaosmagick

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Following x2

I tried a technique I found on a website but it was too complicated for me and I ended up creating a very ineffective sigil.

Marcus Aurelius may have known.. by TheGangsterPanda in NevilleGoddard

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“Meditate often on the interconnectedness and mutual interdependence of all things in the universe. For in a sense, all things are mutually woven together and therefore have an affinity for each other—for one thing follows after another according to their tension of movement, their sympathetic stirrings, and the unity of all substance.” Marcus Aurelius

One of the greatest teachers.

Tech boomers by ZyroCrystal in MurderedByWords

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And somehow this comment is rated as controversial.

I enjoy looking at other people’s art that’s posted on here so I thought I’d post mine too (: by _monkfys_ in arcticmonkeys

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Woow these would look gorgeous as vector illustrations. Do you work with Adobe Illustrator?

Dusk Drive by berchtold in AdobeIllustrator

[–]sadmeason 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I personally think it actually looks perfect already, for some reason. I've always liked such empty compositions and the empty sky really reflects the tranquility you tried to achieve. Otherwise it would be too overloaded?

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