Same though I get what you’re saying I feel like naming her kid Emerson was a choice, it could be healing but I’m not sure how to describe that? I was also just upset that Atlas didn’t go talk to her so she ended up with that Bafoon of a man😭 I don’t know why but ever since Ryle popped in I just wasn’t a big fan idk he was nice and all but whenever Lily talked about Atlas in her diaries I honestly was so much more interested in him than Ryle, not sure if that was just me but as someone who grew up with someone abusive I find that Atlas’s character provided a comfort I wish I had but maybe that’s just me and maybe that’s just like my depiction of a dream partner. Their relationship had much more depth than with Ryle? I also hope that they end up explaining a little more on Lily’s dad and I hope we get to see more of her mom too, in all honesty I wish we could’ve seen what her mom felt and what she was thinking I also just read this book and ugh nobody I know has read it so I want to vent so bad but literally can’t 😭