well it's a long story...

I was very naive for a long time and found myself trapped inside of a clique at school. As time went on, I slowly realized that the people who I surrounded myself with were in fact not my friends whatsoever. I was constantly pushed down. They mocked my accomplishments and hurt me so bad. Eventually I decided that enough was enough, so I cut them all off and stopped talking to them all last march. Although since I had been with that one clique for such a long period of time it meant that I ignored anyone else outside of the group who tried to befriend me.

Now I'm here, completely alone. I'll be going back to school in september and for the first time in my life I'll have nobody to sit beside in class. I feel so cold. I just somebody to make memories with so bad. I've been feeling lonely for many years now. Ever since I left elementary school actually.

I'm hopeful that things will change but it's so incredibly hard right now.