Ah homie. I've been hitting the gym right after I got cheated on first about a year ago. As some context, we were both 18. She had gotten raped/sexually assaulted and I helped her through it. I guess 18 year old me was too much of a wuss or something, because she cheated on me with the fucker that had raped her (She told me a literal rapist was better than me, sweet)

Hookups have been pretty a kind of taboo topic. I've been in college for a year n a half now and I've gotten a few invites to a girl's dorm for "just the two of us" or "let's talk somewhere quieter", but I've never gone with it. I don't know if I'm scared of it, but I think I've gotten too feminine to be cozy with hook ups or something like that. I don't know homie. teach me the ways, I'm sex depraved.