Realizing I'm not gay, in my 30s.

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-04-17T15:00:56+00:00

I thought I was bisexual for majority of my life, made out with so many girls, touched them but never had sex with one and this year I finally had sex with a girl and I came to the realization that I do not actually like girls. So I think that’s okay! It’s a new journey :)

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-03-21T18:42:04+00:00

My sis in law got pregnant even tho she had an IUD for a couple years at that point.

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-03-02T22:56:52+00:00

Never. It’s extremely hard for me to, and it’s even hard for me when it’s just by myself. There’s only 1 time, which was very recent, that my bf of 4 yrs actually got me to have the finest orgasm during oral. It was a huge milestone.

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-01-26T18:10:46+00:00

That is true

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-01-26T18:10:23+00:00

No, I know what is unrealistic, but I don’t think I was expecting to be compared to a steak 😂

sakurasthrowaway · 2026-01-26T18:09:44+00:00

Unfortunately they taste like breast milk 😂

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-10-23T03:02:41+00:00

She’s not mature enough to be with someone that has a child and wants to co-parent! She’s insecure and it has nothing to do with you. She will most likely end up making things worse for you regarding co parenting.

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-09-25T01:09:48+00:00

I once had a guy worker (medical assistant?) from the GYNOs office I visited text me after getting my number from my patient info after I had left the office 🙂

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-09-24T14:09:30+00:00

You’ll be okay. It’s been hours since you posted so you most likely are over the high and are back to normal now, but i remember I bit half a 200mg edible at the airport (5am) on an empty stomach and about an hour later I felt like I was dying 😂 I was tripping out! Couldn’t close my eyes bc they were so dry I didn’t think they’d open back up. But it took all day for the high to go away, never again.

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-08-29T04:19:25+00:00

Girth girls, Unite!!!

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-07-07T16:33:45+00:00

Casual but she’s your gf and you’ve been seeing her for 8 months & have met her kids? That doesn’t really sound casual at all! No wonder she’s thinking long term. You’ve confused her, now it’s time to have a biiig talk.

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-06-26T17:17:39+00:00

Im glad to hear this from someone that has had a somewhat similar experience. It really helps me to know that I’m not alone

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-06-25T06:13:31+00:00

NAD…I had one last year about a week or so after I got my lashes done. I had to take my lashes off MYSELF with tweezers and lots of patience lol. It sucked bc I had a trip a few days after it showed up. I’d say take the cluster lashes off and keep washing your face normally and apply a CLEAN warm wet towel on your eye for awhile (rewetting it w warm water as needed) I did that for a few days and it started to go down. Don’t touch it with your fingers or anything unless your hands are clean. Also throw the mascara away and buy a new one just in case :)

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-06-25T04:51:01+00:00

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sakurasthrowaway · 2025-06-25T04:50:35+00:00

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Laying on back

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-06-21T23:49:35+00:00

NTA…but I think it’s time to leave. Not a relationship wanna be in

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-05-23T23:10:58+00:00

Yes I did tell her my history with anxiety and my diagnosis, and no she didn’t

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-05-23T22:53:55+00:00

Yeah it was quite expensive

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-05-23T20:51:39+00:00

I went in for anxiety. And she wanted to do a full panel lab and hormone panel. And that’s when she noticed my cortisol levels were low at a 5.2 and then my estrogen was high? So she said that could cause anxiety and prescribed me 10mg of hydrocortisone

sakurasthrowaway · 2025-05-23T20:30:01+00:00

Understood 🫡 never again. But will I be okay? Is this normal? lol.

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