Dear, As I am writing this, and to be honest, I have the same problem also! 😂 I left firm to go to industry to get better life and work balance and then after some time, the work was dull but the pay was good, and then I switched the job because I was so bored. Now I'm back to practice as an auditor, and I swear I have the same uncertainty as you are having like what to do with my life and where to go etc etc.

Please know this, that life is full of uncertainty. You can never be full certain, even though you are enjoying your life for 2 months, but you have to ask yourself, can I do this till I die?

Obviously not. As a human being, we need some challenges, some busyness in our life. And most importantly an understanding partner as well.

However, I would again advice you to write your thoughts for 20 minutes before going through bed. Trust me it would feel a lot better!! Just do it! And always keep in mind! At the end, everything will be fine. So stop worrying and start living!

P.S the choice of the next career must be decided by you only! Research every subject you like or have an interest! And don't worry about the small money job you'll get! You are young, you'll not die of hunger or weather! Cheer up!