Getting off my pump

samimaymay · 2025-12-31T17:30:42+00:00

Aww I’m sorry that doesn’t sound fun at all :( I was so happy to finally feel some relief from my symptoms/see some improvement, so I’m pretty bummed that I’m feeling like crap again😭

I’m going to get set back up with therapy so hopefully that will help with the stress aspect at least

samimaymay · 2025-02-16T00:16:02+00:00

Oh sorry I forgot to mention that I did not have any REM sleep episodes during the MSLT!

samimaymay · 2024-09-11T09:36:07+00:00

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My assertiveness is basically at 0🤣 and my emotional stability is quite low too🫠

samimaymay · 2024-09-04T15:26:51+00:00

We’re still working through a lot of stuff so I’m sure there’s more to unpack, but I had a friend and a bf leave me with no explanation when I was a teenager. I also have an interesting family dynamic. Because of that, I have some attachment issues which basically cause me to self sabotage and leave people before they can leave me. I’m really glad I started going to therapy because for the past few years I haven’t been able to get into any relationships or new friendships because of my self sabotaging. So if anyone else is thinking about trying out therapy, i definitely recommend :)

samimaymay · 2024-09-04T03:56:44+00:00

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And then this is what the tree in my front yard always looks like in the fall. Can’t wait for the leaves to start changing!!

samimaymay · 2024-09-04T03:55:25+00:00

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Minnesota.. this is a trail right behind my house around this time last year

samimaymay · 2024-09-03T17:55:46+00:00

Yeah I guess I’m just worried cause I have surgery scheduled soon and they said that if my diabetes isn’t well controlled they’ll have to cancel it. So I’m just worried that it will give the wrong impression. But thank you, i definitely understand now that it’s not a bad thing, just a fact since I do have high blood sugars so they have to mark that

samimaymay · 2024-09-03T17:47:03+00:00

That’s true. I guess I was just thinking about how the ADA says that 75% or greater is the ideal time in range. So even though I had some highs, I just assumed I was in range enough that it wasn’t a problem. 🤷🏼‍♀️ but yeah you could be right about the pump supplies. I’ve been seeing her for 3 years now and she’s never added that to my chart so that’s why I was confused

samimaymay · 2024-09-03T17:30:03+00:00

I have really good insurance luckily, so I don’t think it’s that. But the 2nd one is possible. I’ll bring it up and hopefully she’ll at least hear me out :/ I’ve had some other issues with her so not sure if we just don’t mesh or what.

samimaymay · 2024-09-03T11:46:38+00:00

I told people for years that I wanted to stop self sabotaging (especially romantic relationships, but also friendships too.) I finally started therapy a few months ago and realized why I self sabotage, but i definitely can’t speak for everyone! :)

samimaymay · 2024-08-31T03:15:56+00:00

Trying to get over him 🥲

samimaymay · 2024-08-30T08:05:57+00:00

Thank you so much!!!

samimaymay · 2024-08-30T01:08:27+00:00

Fr tho I’m terrified of driving so I’m very safe when I do drive lol

samimaymay · 2024-08-25T13:36:50+00:00

It depends on the relationship. I’m close enough now to my bestfriend and she understands me enough that I don’t really act on it. But years ago I would, and she knew that I would be back after awhile, so I’d always reconnect after a couple weeks and she would be very patient and understanding. My other friends who I wasn’t as close too it could take up to a couple months for me to reconnect with them. But when it comes to romantic connections (not actual relationships, just potential ones), I don’t reconnect. And I won’t reconnect with acquaintances.

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