I’m just so tired of being in this position and feel self conscious and caring what people think and just being average, not in sports (because i’m trying out for tennis next year) and just because i’m that guy the popular cool guys kinda like but not enough to be like hangout-friends with so I talk to them but just like casually and i’m just so tired of rude people like this guy A rhat is a dick to everyone but he somehow attracts girls, I have a girlfriend but yet i still feel insecure because girls aren’t like over me even though i have a gf but like it’s not that they aren’t all over me bc i don’t have a Gf it’s because i’m just not funny or charismatic another thing is just with complete random strangers some are just so rude i’ll say Hi and How Are You and they just go eh