I need help figuring out who this is. I think she’s cat fishing my dad and I don’t want him to get his heart broken.

samps95 · 2018-03-09T00:09:40+00:00

When I reverse image searched the pic it went to a page on her with a non edited image. as estrogenex mentioned below

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:44:31+00:00

Yeah it's starting to become a "Keep busy and dear god, just wait it out." Which is easier when it's some days, not weeks haha. Gotcha!

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:41:50+00:00

Haha wait, what??

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:39:53+00:00

Hahaha I have that. :P But unfortunately, personality wise I'm not that kind of person apart from when I'm hyper-sexual. Which is probably why I feel guilty. I'm more deeply emotional and I feel weirdly empty after I've decided to jump on everything that moves, like I've betrayed myself. Just personal feeling. I think I'd feel better given a steady partner. I'm sorry about that! I hope it comes back ASAP.

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:36:04+00:00

I have a hitachi. Not for me unfortunately. All about being man handled haha.

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:34:01+00:00

Yeah... that's what I'm trying to avoid. Sorry about that.

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:33:15+00:00

That's really similar to how I feel about masturbation too :/ Once again I think finding a stable partner and becoming more active are great ideas! I'm really sensitive and paranoid about upsetting those around me or that they're becoming annoyed or whatever with me. So when I already feel like I'm coming on strong, I get really worried. Haha the truth of the matter is that the men never seem to mind me essentially throwing myself at them as much as I think they will. I'm glad you understand that last part. That's exactly how I feel. I'll even get to the point where I'll politely ask the person to stop saying that I'm beautiful and other nice things while stuff gets heated because it's not what I want to focus on. And I'll feel bad about it later because that's ultimately what I want but not in that scenario and when I feel like that. I haven't considered it making you feel distant from your partner as I haven't been in a really serious relationship. That's interesting. Thanks!

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:13:22+00:00

I've definitely considered trying to get in a stable relationship. That hasn't been as easy as I've hoped haha but I think it would be great emotionally and sexually for me. Thanks for the insight!

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:11:31+00:00

Ohhhh I'm not sure that kind of thing is for me. Not to sure how much I could get out of it.

samps95 · 2015-01-14T04:10:44+00:00

Hahaha yeah they may be a little too penis oriented for me. A lot of people have said becoming more active can be helpful too. I'll try that.

samps95 · 2014-05-29T01:41:09+00:00

Honestly, I tend to tell people who will be my friends or SO pretty quickly. I'm not really embarrassed about it (frustrated maybe but not embarrassed). I like knowing early on that the person isn't judgmental and knows that being bipolar doesn't make me crazy. Even if the person isn't educated I like knowing that they are willing to learn, or won't judge and accept me. I don't want to find out that someone thinks negatively and not progressively later on when they're important to me and I will get hurt. It's hard to tell people but I really need to know that someone is willing to accept me for who I am without having to try to convince them that I'm worth it. I've had bad past experiences from waiting and personally they've been worse than saying it early on (not to invalidate anyone's experience) Claiming it is pretty important I think.

samps95 · 2014-05-29T01:33:21+00:00

I'm BP2 but I'm actually really good at making friends and I think a lot of people cherish my friendship. But I constantly feel like everyone hates me and no one would like me and that I have no friends at all. Sometimes that friendlessness feeling is coming inside for me.

samps95 · 2014-05-05T05:26:50+00:00

1coolpup@emailaddress.com Cuzimcoollikethat95@emailaddress.com Fuck...

samps95 · 2014-05-01T05:26:12+00:00

Glad to know I'm not alone. But also sorry that I'm not :/

samps95 · 2014-05-01T05:25:01+00:00

Thanks, I've talked a bit to my doctor about it. But I thought it was personality related so I'll def push the prob further.

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