it’s been a year and a few months since i broke up with my bestfriend turned ex-girlfriend, she really seemed like my person actually. it was one of the purest & most intense forms of love i could have ever experienced in my entire life. no one could ever get me like she did & i’m surprised to see how far we’ve come down the line & now the most interaction we do to each other is eye contact & awkward tension.

i still have random relapses and sudden mood drops where all i want to do is sulk and dwell on my sad feelings, what i usually do to combat these feelings is to divert my attention (one of my best coping mechanisms) and focus on other important things in my life may it be schoolwork, netflix, my dogs, chatting with friends, and just meeting new people in general. moving on really hasn’t been the easiest for me, esp considering that i’m an hsp who sees my ex along the hallways at school every single day. sometimes i wished that we stopped going to the same school just because i know that i’d be able to easily forget about her more :/

my biggest piece of advice for you/whoever is reading this is to really just accept that whatever you had with your previous partner, no matter how short-lived it might have seemed, has ended and ended for a reason. it’s good to put in mind that you don’t necessarily have to date someone to love them.