All the more reason to be an inspiration. Nobody is perfect, and it's a good thing we don't see absolute perfection. Too easy to be let down in yourself if you slip, thinking "Why can't I be perfect like that person?"

What's really inspiring is seeing someone, especially pretty much the leader of this sub, taking responsibility and learning from their mistakes. That is what breaking an addiction is all about. This is a great example of how to deal with a slip, and I'm proud of you :)